FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156  
157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   >>  
car and carried her bodily and triumphantly up the steps. I waited for Dinkie, whose eye met mine. I did my best to show my teeth, that he might understand how everything was eventually to be for the best. But his face was still clouded as we climbed the steps and passed under the yoke. The little Jap, whose name, I have since found out, is Tokudo, bowed a jack-knife bow and said "_Irashai_" as I passed him. And "_Irashai_" I have also discovered, is perfectly good Japanese for "Welcome." We had dinner at seven. It was a well-ordered meal, but it went off rather dismally. I was depressed, for reasons I couldn't quite fathom, and the children were tired, and Duncan, I'm afraid, was a bit disappointed in us all. Tokudo had brought cocktails for us, and Duncan, seeing I wasn't drinking mine, stowed both away in his honorable stomach. He ate heartily, I noticed, and gave scant appearance of a man pining away with a broken heart. After dinner he sat back and bit off the end of a cigar. "This is my idea of living," he proclaimed as he sent a blue cloud up toward the rather awful dome-light above the big table. "There's stir and movement here, all day long. Something more than sunsets to look at! You'll see--something to fill up your day! Why, night seems to come before I even know it. And before I'm out of bed I'm brooding over what's ahead of me for that particular date and day--Say, that girl of ours is falling asleep in her chair there!" So I escaped and put the children to bed. And while thus engaged I discovered that some of Duncan's new friends were dropping in on him. I wanted to stay up-stairs, for my head was aching a lot and my heart just a little, but Duncan called to me from the bottom of the stairs. So down I went, like a dutiful wife, to the room full of smoke and talk, where two big men and one very thin woman in a baby-bear motor coat were drinking Scotch highballs with my lord and master. They were genial and jolly enough, but I couldn't understand their allusions and I couldn't see the points to their jokes. And they seemed to stay an interminable length of time. I was secretly uncomfortable, until they went, but I became still more uncomfortable after they had gone. For as we sat there together, in that oppressive big room, I made rather an awful discovery. I found that my husband and I had scarcely anything we could talk about together. So I sat there, like an alligator in a bayou, wondering
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156  
157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   >>  



Top keywords:

Duncan

 

couldn

 

discovered

 

dinner

 

children

 

stairs

 
drinking
 

Irashai

 

Tokudo

 

understand


passed
 

uncomfortable

 

husband

 

escaped

 

wanted

 

oppressive

 

dropping

 

discovery

 
engaged
 

scarcely


friends

 
brooding
 

alligator

 

wondering

 

falling

 
asleep
 

interminable

 
allusions
 

genial

 

master


points

 

Scotch

 

highballs

 

bottom

 

called

 

aching

 

dutiful

 
secretly
 

length

 

perfectly


Japanese
 
Welcome
 

reasons

 
fathom
 
depressed
 
dismally
 

ordered

 

Dinkie

 

waited

 

carried