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eus is freed from the annoyance of a rival. He reigns by the divine right of his violin, the undisturbed monarch of his native plains. His name is pronounced with enthusiasm from one flat end of Holland to the other. In the splendour of his triumphal condition, he has forgotten his compact with Beelzebub; but Maina reminded him of it one day, when she told him he was about to become a father. A father!--ha!--Frederick! That word which brings such rapture to the newly married couple--which presents such radiant visions of the future--that word freezes the heart of the _artiste_ and stops the blood in his veins. It is only now when Maina is so happy that he knows the enormity of his fault. He is about to be a father--and he--beforehand--basely, cowardly--has sold the soul of his son who is yet unborn--before it can shake off the taint of original sin. Shame! shame! on the proud in heart who has yielded to the voice of the tempter--to the wretch who, for a little miserable glory, has shut the gates of mercy on his own child--shame! shame! If Satan would consent to an exchange--if--but no--'tis impossible. The "archangel fallen" had explained himself too clearly--no hope! no hope! From that hour there was no rest, no happiness for the protege of the Stadtholder--sleep fled from his eyelids, he was pursued by perpetual remorse, and in the agonies of his heart deserted the nuptial bed: while light dreams settled on Maina's spirit, and wove bright chaplets for the future, he wandered into the midnight fields--across the canals--any where, in short, where he fancied he could procure forgetfulness; but solitude made him only feel his misery the more. How often he thought of going to the gloomy lake where he had first encountered the Unknown! How often he determined to complete the resolution he had formed on the day of Castero's triumph! But Satan had said to him, "The suicide is condemned--irrevocably condemned;" and the condemnation of which _he_ would be sure, would not bring a ransom for his first-born. The fatal time draws on--in a few minutes more Maina will be a mother. Frederick, by some invisible impulse, has chosen from among the laces of his wife a rich Mechlin, which she wore round her neck on her wedding-day. It is now to be the diabolic standard, and he goes with it towards the door of his house, pensive and sad. When he got to the threshold he stopped--he raised his eyes to heaven, and from his heart an
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