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wife and child. "The unity among them is so healthy and beautiful." "I did not feel it as you do," said Miss Defourchet, drawing her shawl closer, and shivering. Starke came down on the grass to play with the boy, throwing him down on the heaps of hay there to see him jump and rush back undaunted. Yet in all his rude romps the solemn quiet of the hour was creeping over him. He sat down by Jane on the wooden steps at last, while, the boy, after an impetuous kiss or two, curled up at their feet and went to sleep The question about the model had stirred an old doubt in Jane's heart. She watched her husband keenly. Was he thinking of that old dream? _Would_ he go back to it? the long dull pain of those dead years creeping through her brain. He looked up from the boy, stroking his gray beard,--his eyes, she saw, full of tears. "I was thinking, Jane, how much of our lives was lost before we found our true work." "Yes, Joseph." He gathered up the boy, holding him close to his bony chest. "I'd like to think," he said. "I could atone for that waste, Jane. It was my fault. I'd like to think I'd earn up yonder that cross of the Legion of Honor--through him." "God knows," she said. After that they were silent a long while, They were thinking of Him who had brought the little child to them. * * * * * A LOYAL WOMAN'S NO. No! is my answer from this cold, bleak ridge Down to your valley: you may rest you there: The gulf is wide, and none can build a bridge That your gross weight would safely hither bear. Pity me, if you will. I look at you With something that is kinder far than scorn, And think, "Ah, well! I might have grovelled, too; I might have walked there, fettered and forsworn." I am of nature weak as others are; I might have chosen comfortable ways; Once from these heights I shrank, beheld afar, In the soft lap of quiet, easy days. I might--(I will not hide it)--once I might Have lost, in the warm whirlpools of your voice, The sense of Evil, the stern cry of Right; But Truth has steered me free, and I rejoice: Not with the triumph that looks back to jeer At the poor herd that call their misery bliss; But as a mortal speaks when God is near, I drop you down my answer; it is this:-- I am not yours, because you seek in me What is the lowest in my ow
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