FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   >>  
hate him?" "One can be sorry even for those one hates. I suppose God is," Janet added, after a pause. Rachel made a little face of scorn. "Why should God hate any one? He made us. He's responsible. He must have known what He was doing. If He really pitied us, would He have made us at all?" Janet made a little protesting sound--a sound of pain. "Does it give you the shivers, old woman, when I talk like that?" Rachel slipped her hand affectionately through Janet's arm. "Well, I won't, then. But if--" she caught her breath a little--"if George casts me off, don't expect me to sing psalms and take it piously. I don't know myself just lately--I seem quite strange to myself." And Janet, glancing at her sideways, wondered indeed where all that rosy-cheeked, ripe bloom had gone, which so far had made the constant charm of Rachel Henderson. Instead a bloodless face, with pinched lines, and heavy-lidded eyes! What a formidable thing was this "love," that she herself had never known, though she had had her quiet dreams of husband and children, like her fellows. Rachel, however, would not let herself be talked with or pitied. She walked resolutely to the house, and went off to the fields to watch Halsey cutting and trimming a hedge. "If he doesn't come before dark," she said, under her breath, to Janet, before setting off--"it will be finished. If he does--" She hurried away without finishing the sentence, and was presently taking a lesson from old Halsey, in what is fast becoming one of the rarest of the rural arts. But in little more than half an hour, Janet bringing in the cows, saw her return and go into the house. The afternoon was still lovely--the sky, a pale gold, with thin bars of grey cloud lying across it, and the woods, all delicate shades of brown and purple, with their topmost branches clear against the gold. The old red walls and tiled roofs of the farm, the fields, the great hay and straw stacks, were all drenched in the soft winter light. Rachel went up to her room, and sat down before the bare deal dressing-table which held her looking-glass, and the very few articles of personal luxury she possessed; a pair of silver-backed brushes and a hand-glass that had belonged to an aunt, a small leather case in which she kept some modest trinkets--a pearl brooch, a bracelet or two, and a locket that had been her mother's--and, standing on either side of the glass, two photographs of her father and mot
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   >>  



Top keywords:

Rachel

 

fields

 

Halsey

 

breath

 

pitied

 

backed

 

afternoon

 

return

 
bringing
 
lovely

silver

 

locket

 
delicate
 

mother

 

brushes

 

lesson

 

taking

 
finishing
 

sentence

 
presently

father

 
rarest
 

standing

 

photographs

 

shades

 

modest

 

dressing

 

trinkets

 

articles

 

luxury


leather
 

possessed

 
belonged
 

branches

 

purple

 

topmost

 

bracelet

 

winter

 

brooch

 

drenched


stacks

 

personal

 

fellows

 

caught

 

George

 

slipped

 
affectionately
 

expect

 

strange

 

psalms