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id only what I thought was true and right, but I find it was a sin." "A sin _to love_, Agnes? Heaven must be full of sin, then; for there they do nothing else." "Oh, my Lord, I must not argue with you; I am forbidden to listen even for a moment. Please go. I will never forget you, Sir,--never forget to pray for you, and to love you as they love in heaven; but I am forbidden to speak with you. I fear I have sinned in hearing and saying even this much." "Who forbids you, Agnes? Who has the right to forbid your good, kind heart to love, where love is so deeply needed and so gratefully received?" "My holy father, whom I am bound to obey as my soul's director," said Agnes; "he has forbidden me so much as to listen to a word, and yet I have listened to many. How could I help it?" "Ever these priests!" said the cavalier, his brow darkening with an impatient frown; "wolves in sheep's clothing!" "Alas!" said Agnes, sorrowfully, "why will you"-- "Why will I what?" he said, facing suddenly toward her, and looking down with a fierce, scornful determination. "Why will you be at war with the Holy Church? Why will you peril your eternal salvation?" "Is there a Holy Church? Where is it? Would there were one! I am blind and cannot see it. Little Agnes, you promised to lead me; but you drop my hand in the darkness. Who will guide me, if _you_ will not?" "My Lord, I am most unfit to be your guide. I am a poor girl, without any learning; but there is my uncle I spoke to you of. Oh, my Lord, if you only would go to him, he is wise and gentle both. I must go in now, my Lord,--indeed, I must. I must not sin further. I must do a heavy penance for having listened and spoken to you, after the holy father had forbidden me." "No, Agnes, you shall _not_ go in," said the cavalier, suddenly stepping before her and placing himself across the doorway; "you _shall_ see me, and hear me too. I take the sin on myself; you cannot help it. How will you avoid me? Will you fly now down the path of the gorge? I will follow you,--I am desperate. I had but one comfort on earth, but one hope of heaven, and that through you; and you, cruel, are so ready to give me up at the first word of your priest!" "God knows if I do it willingly," said Agnes; "but I know it is best; for I feel I should love you too well, if I saw more of you. My Lord, you are strong and can compel me, but I beg you to leave me." "Dear Agnes, could you really feel it
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