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honest but not unenvious admiration at the fairy form so rounded and yet so delicate, and the face that seemed to blush at its own charms. "I am sure I can return the flattery," said Evelyn, laughing bashfully. "Oh, as for me, I am well enough in my way: and hereafter, I dare say, we may be rival beauties. I hope we shall remain good friends, and rule the world with divided empire. Do you not long for the stir, and excitement, and ambition of London?---for ambition is open to us as to men!" "No, indeed," replied Evelyn, smiling; "I could be ambitious, indeed; but it would not be for myself, but for--" "A husband, perhaps; well, you will have ample scope for such sympathy. Lord Vargrave--" "Lord Vargrave again?" and Evelyn's smile vanished, and she turned away. "Ah," said Caroline, "I should have made Vargrave an excellent wife--pity he does not think so! As it is, I must set up for myself and become a _maitresse femme_. So you think I look well to-night? I am glad of it--Lord Doltimore is one who will be guided by what other people say." "You are not serious about Lord Doltimore?" "Most sadly serious." "Impossible! you could not speak so if you loved him." "Loved him! no! but I intend to marry him." Evelyn was revolted, but still incredulous. "And you, too, will marry one whom you do not love--'tis our fate--" "Never!" "We shall see." Evelyn's heart was damped, and her spirits fell. "Tell me now," said Caroline, pressing on the wrung withers, "do you not think this excitement, partial and provincial though it be--the sense of beauty, the hope of conquest, the consciousness of power--better than the dull monotony of the Devonshire cottage? Be honest--" "No, no, indeed!" answered Evelyn, tearfully and passionately; "one hour with my mother, one smile from her lips, were worth it all." "And in your visions of marriage, you think then of nothing but roses and doves,--love in a cottage!" "Love _in a home_, no matter whether a palace or a cottage," returned Evelyn. "Home!" repeated Caroline, bitterly; "home,--home is the English synonym for the French _ennui_. But I hear Papa on the stairs." A ballroom--what a scene of commonplace! how hackneyed in novels! how trite in ordinary life! and yet ballrooms have a character and a sentiment of their own, for all tempers and all ages. Something in the lights, the crowd, the music, conduces to stir up many of the thoughts that belong to
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