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tones and looks. Sir Miles spoke to me, at first kindly and encouragingly, about my prospects, said it was time that I should fix myself, added a few words, with menacing emphasis, against what he called 'idle dreams and desultory ambition,' and observing that I changed countenance,--for I felt that I did,--his manner became more cold and severe. Lucretia, if he has not detected our secret, he more than suspects my--my presumption. Finally, he said dryly, that I had better return home, consult with my father, and that if I preferred entering into the service of the Government to any mercantile profession, he thought he had sufficient interest to promote my views. But, clearly and distinctly, he left on my mind one impression,--that my visits here are over." "Did he allude to me--to Mr. Vernon?" "Ah, Lucretia! do you know him so little,--his delicacy, his pride?" Lucretia was silent, and Mainwaring continued:-- "I felt that I was dismissed. I took my leave of your uncle; I came hither with the intention to say farewell forever." "Hush! hush! that thought is over. And you return to your father's,--perhaps better so: it is but hope deferred; and in your absence I can the more easily allay all suspicion, if suspicion exist. But I must write to you; we must correspond. William, dear William, write often,--write kindly; tell me, in every letter, that you love me,--that you love only me; that you will be patient, and confide." "Dear Lucretia," said Mainwaring, tenderly, and moved by the pathos of her earnest and imploring voice, "but you forget: the bag is always brought first to Sir Miles; he will recognize my hand. And to whom can you trust your own letters?" "True," replied Lucretia, despondingly; and there was a pause. Suddenly she lifted her head, and cried: "But your father's house is not far from this,--not ten miles; we can find a spot at the remote end of the park, near the path through the great wood: there I can leave my letters; there I can find yours." "But it must be seldom. If any of Sir Miles's servants see me, if--" "Oh, William, William, this is not the language of love!" "Forgive me,--I think of you!" "Love thinks of nothing but itself; it is tyrannical, absorbing,--it forgets even the object loved; it feeds on danger; it strengthens by obstacles," said Lucretia, tossing her hair from her forehead, and with an expression of dark and wild power on her brow and in her eyes. "Fear not
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