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ise? You mean it?" "If you wish it, yes. But I warn you I think it will not make it easier for you when the time is over. "Why two months?" "Partly because I can afford no more. No! I know what you would say. Partly because I can spare no more time. But I will give you that, if you wish, though, honestly, I had very much rather not. I think it unwise for you. I would protect you if I could--indeed I would!" It was my turn to hesitate now. Every moment revealed to me some new sweetness, some charm that I saw would weave itself into the very fibre of my I had been! Was I not now a fool? Would it not being if the opportunity were given. Oh, fool that be better to let her go before she had become a part of my daily experience? I began to fear I was courting my own shipwreck. She read my thoughts clearly. "Indeed you would be wise to decide against it. Release me from my promise. It was a mad scheme." The superiority--or so I felt it--of her gentleness maddened me. It might have been I who needed protection, who was running the risk of misjudgment--not she, a lonely woman. She looked at me, waiting--trying to be wise for me, never for one instant thinking of herself. I felt utterly exiled from the real purpose of her life. "I will never release you. I claim your promise. I hold to it." "Very well then--I will write, and tell you where I shall be. Good-bye, and if you change your mind, as I hope you will, tell me." She extended her hand cool as a snowflake, and was gone, walking swiftly up the road. Ah, let a man beware when his wishes fulfilled, rain down upon him! To what had I committed myself? She knew her strength and had no fears. I could scarcely realize that she had liking enough for me to make the offer. That it meant no shade more than she had said I knew well. She was safe, but what was to be the result for me? I knew nothing--she was a beloved mystery. "Strange she is and secret, Strange her eyes; her cheeks are cold as cold sea-shells." Yet I would risk it, for I knew there was no hope if I let her go now, and if I saw her again, some glimmer might fall upon my dark. Next day this reached me:--Dear Mr. Clifden,-- I am going to some Indian friends for a time. On the 15th of June I shall be at Srinagar in Kashmir. A friend has allowed me to take her little houseboat, the "Kedarnath." If you like this plan we will share the cost for two months. I warn you it is not luxurious, but I t
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