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elli may be persuaded to do what is right toward you. "No, lady, I have no hope of that," said Giulia, dejectedly, "for when a man begins to tire of the woman whom he has injured he also begins to despise her, and to consider himself ill-used because she even dares to exist." "Perhaps you would wish to repudiate him," suggested Edith, who felt that such would be her attitude toward any man who had so wronged her. "Oh, no; much as I have suffered, I still love Emil, and would gladly serve him for the remainder of my life, if he would but honor me with his name; but I know him too well ever to hope for that--I know that he is utterly selfish and would mercilessly set his heel upon me if I should attempt to stand in the way of his purposes. There is nothing left for me but to go back to my own country, confess my sin to my parents, and hide myself from the world until I die." "Ah! but you forget that you have your child to rear and educate, his mind and life to mold, and--try to make him a better man than his father," said Edith, with a tender earnestness, which instantly melted the injured girl to tears. "Oh, that you should have thought of that, when I, his mother, forget my duty to him, and think only of my own unhappiness!" sobbed the conscience-stricken girl, as she hugged the wondering child closer to her breast. "Yesterday I told myself that I would send Ino to him, and then end my misery forever." "Don't!" exclaimed Edith, sharply, her face almost convulsed with pain. "Your life belongs to God, and--this baby. Live above your trouble, Giulia; never let your darling have the pain and shame of learning that his mother was a suicide. If you have made one mistake, do not imagine that you can expiate it by committing another a hundred-fold worse. Ah! think what comfort there would be in rearing your boy to a noble manhood, and then hear him say, 'What I am my mother has made me!'" She had spoken earnestly, appealingly, and when she ceased, the unhappy woman seized her hand and covered it with kisses. "Oh, you have saved me!" she sobbed; "you have poured oil into my wounds. I will do as you say--I will rise above my sin and shame; and if Ino lives to be an honor to himself and the world, I shall tell him of the angel who saved us both. I am very sorry for you," she added, looking, regretfully, up at Edith; "I could almost lay down my life for you now; but--Correlli is rich--very rich, and you may, perha
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