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ed up at a normal hour; and coming into the dining-room, he had found her alone at her easel, near one of the long glass doors. At the sound of his step she turned her canvas round swiftly, and came to him with a glad lift of her head. He took her hands in his big grasp, and kissed her forehead. "Good morning, lass," he said. "You never told me you had brought that with you. Couldn't be divorced from it, eh? What's the great work now? May I see?" "But yes, naturally. I've been keeping it as a surprise for you. I don't believe I should ever have got through this last fortnight without it. _Voila_!" She set it facing him, and standing so with her eyes on the picture, waited eagerly for his word of praise. But as the seconds passed, and it did not come, she turned, to find him looking at her, not at the picture; his teeth tormenting his lower lip; a suspicious film dimming the clear blue of his eyes. Emboldened by this last incredible phenomenon, she came and stood close to him, yet without touching him. "Darling, you do like it, don't you? I can't complete it till you give me a few sittings; but then--it will be my masterpiece. I shall never show it, at home, though. It's too much a part of myself . . . my very inmost self." And he could not withhold the demonstration that such a confession provoked. "Oh, my dear," he said at last, without releasing her. "You made too little of me once; and now you're making too much. I'm not worth it all." She put a hand on his lips. "Be quiet! I won't hear you when you talk so. Look properly at my picture now. You haven't told me it's good." "Of course it's good. Amazingly good. But . . ." he laughed, a short contented laugh--"it's beyond me how you could be misguided enough to waste your remarkable talent in perpetuating anything so ugly!" Her smile hinted at superior knowledge; yet she paid his obvious sincerity the compliment of not contradicting his final statement. "In the first place, because I love it. And in the second place, because, for all true artists, who see in form and colour just a soul's attempts at self-expression, there is more essential beauty in certain kinds . . . of ugliness, than in the most faultless symmetry of lines and curves. One is almost tempted to say that there is no such thing as actual ugliness; that it is all a matter of understanding, of seeing deep enough. For instance, I find that essential beauty I
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