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his gallant little grin at disappointment. "But he _will_," he stoutly whispers. Gentle old Uncle Robert grows fierce. "Ef I had that varmint here, I vum I c'd wring his neck!" I'm sorry to report that I am not getting on very well with hating the Deacon. (Of course, you've kept the intervening air quivering with your admonitory wirelesses!) He is suffering so hideously, and so determinedly, like a fakir. He feels he must speed the parting soul with the Scriptures and he reads terrifying things about weird beasts,--lion-mouthed leopards with feet like bears--and when he goes downstairs I try--very clumsily, M.D.--to tell Dan'l about the God you know, the one who goes with you into dark alleys and dark hearts. I wish you were here to do it. Dan'l's faith is indeed the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen, but I want to put a warm, tangible lie into his thin little claws before he goes.... Uncle Robert has "been an' went" since I began this letter, and again I must go up to Dan'l and tell him "Not _to-day_." I'm a coward, M.D. I've never seen death so close before, and I want to run away. But I won't. J. V. P.S. I called on the Low Down Wilkes this morning. Mrs. L.D.W. was wearing my suit over a wrapper of faded red calico, but there was nothing in her manner to indicate that I had ever seen it before. _Saturday._ Here is my story, Michael Daragh, and it is your story, too, for you shamed me into doing it. I am sending it off to the brown-gowned monthly on the stern and rock-bound coast, and this carbon to you. Now will you write and tell me if you like it? _Honestly!_ (I know I said I didn't want you to write me until I had landed a story there, but all this grief and grimness brings a sense of bleak loneliness, and _if_ you think I've won back what I've lost, if you think I've found the vision which will keep my soul from perishing, tell me so.) J. V. _Sunday Night._ I've been making circus all day, M.D.---- "Tooting joy, tooting hope, Willy wully wah hoo ... I am the golden dream, Singing science, singing steam-- Listen to the lion roar--" I've roared myself hoarse but I got him to sleep at last. I have figured it out and I see that I can't hear from either you or th
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