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nt, "mean that you shall stay there." She paused. "I know what you're thinking. You'd like to know what right I have to say these things to you." "Well--I'm awfully stupid--" "I earned the right fifteen years ago. When a woman gives a man all she has to give, and gets nothing, there are very few things she hasn't a right to say to him." "I've no doubt you earned your right." "I'm not reproaching you, dear. I'm simply justifying the plainness of my speech." He stared at her, but he did not answer. "Don't think me hard," said she. "I'm saying these things because I care for you. Because--" She rose, and flung her arms out with a passionate gesture towards him. "Oh, my dear--my heart aches for you so that I can't bear it." She came over to where he sat staring at her, staring half stupefied, half inflamed. She stood beside him, and passed her hand lightly over his hair. "I only want to help you." "You can't help me." "I know I can't. I can only say hard things to you." She stooped, and her lips swept his hair. For a moment love gave her back her beauty and the enchantment of her youth; it illuminated the house of flesh it dwelt in and inspired. And yet she could not reach him. His soul was on its guard. "You've come back," she whispered. "You've come back. But you never came till you were driven. That's how I thought you'd come. When you were driven. When there was nobody but me." He heard her speaking, but her words had no significance that pierced his thick and swift sensations. "What have you done that you should have to pay so?" "What have I done?" "Or I?" she said. He did not hear her. There was another sound in his ears. Her voice ceased. Her eyes only called to him. He pushed back his chair and laid his arms on the table, and bowed his head upon them, hiding his face from her. She knelt down beside him. Her voice was like a warm wind in his ears. He groaned. She drew a short sharp breath, and pressed her shoulder to his shoulder, and her face to his hidden face. At her touch he rose to his feet, violently sobered, loathing himself and her. He felt his blood leap like a hot fountain to his brain. When she clung he raged, and pushed her from him, not knowing what he did, thrusting his hands out, cruelly, against her breasts, so that he wrung from her a cry of pain and anger. But when he would have gone from her his feet were loaded; they were heavy weights binding him to
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