FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135  
136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   >>   >|  
of the proud sails of her tragic adventure. But Anne herself was a sufficiently pathetic figure as she appeared under his umbrella, descending from the Eliotts' doorstep, with delicate slippered feet, gathering her skirts high from the bounding rain, and carrying in her hands the boots she had not waited to put on. Majendie uttered the little tender moan with which he was used to greet a pathetic spectacle. "He sounds," said Anne to herself, "as if he were sorry." He looked it, too; he seemed the very spirit of contrition, as he sat in the cab, with Anne's boots on his knees, guarding them with a caressing hand. But she detected an impenitent brilliance in his eye as he stood in the lamplight and helped her off with the mackintosh which dripped with its passage from the cab to their doorstep. "I think my feet are wet," said she. "There's a splendid fire in the study," said he. He drew up a chair, and made her sit in it, and took off her shoes and stockings, and dried them at the fire. He held her cold feet in his hands to warm them. Then he stooped down and laid his face against them and kissed them. And she heard again his low, tender moan, and took it for a cry of contrition. He rose from his knees and laid his hand on her shoulder. She looked up, prepared to receive his chivalrous submission, to gather into her bosom the full harvest of her protest, and then magnanimously forgive. It was not surrender, certainly not surrender, that she saw in the downward gaze that had drawn her to him. His eyes were dancing, dancing gaily, to some irresistible measure in his head. "It was worth while, wasn't it?" said he. "What was worth while?" "Getting your feet wet, for the pleasure of not dining with Gorst?" There were moments, Anne might have owned, when he did not fail in sympathy and comprehension. Had she been capable of self-criticism, she would have found that her attitude of protest was a moral luxury, and that moral luxuries were a necessity to natures such as hers. But Anne had a secret, cherishing eye on martyrdom, and it was intolerable to her to be reminded in this way that, after all, she was only a spiritual voluptuary. Still more intolerable was the large indulgence of her husband's manner. He seemed positively to pander to her curious passion, while preserving an attitude of superior purity. He multiplied her opportunities. A week had hardly passed before Mr. Gorst dined in Prior Street
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135  
136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
contrition
 

looked

 

dancing

 
protest
 

surrender

 

attitude

 

intolerable

 

tender

 

pathetic

 

doorstep


pleasure

 
dining
 

Getting

 
multiplied
 
opportunities
 

moments

 

irresistible

 

downward

 

Street

 

sympathy


measure

 

passed

 

purity

 

indulgence

 

forgive

 
husband
 

martyrdom

 

secret

 

manner

 

cherishing


reminded

 

voluptuary

 
positively
 

criticism

 

capable

 

spiritual

 

superior

 

preserving

 

natures

 

pander


necessity
 
luxuries
 

passion

 

luxury

 

curious

 
comprehension
 

stooped

 
sounds
 
spectacle
 

uttered