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garden from the park, and where the shade was more dense. I had just reached this somber spot, when a hand was laid on my arm and stopped me; at the same time a short and troubled voice, which I could not mistake, said: "I must speak to you!" "Madam! for mercy's sake! in the name of Heaven! what are you doing? you will ruin your reputation! Do return to the house! Come, come, let me escort you back!" I attempted to seize her arm, but she eluded my grasp. "I want to speak to you--I have decided to do so. Oh, mon Dieu! how awkwardly I do go about it, don't I? You must believe me more than ever a miserable creature! and yet there is nothing in it, not a thing; it's the truth, the pure truth, mon ami! You are the first man for whose sake I have forgotten--all that I am now forgetting! Yes, the first! Never has any other man heard from my lips a single word of tenderness, never! And you do not believe!" I took both her hands in mine: "I believe you, I swear it--I swear that I esteem you--that I respect you as a beloved daughter--but listen to me; pray, listen! do not brave openly this pitiless world--return to the ball-room--I'll join you there soon, I promise you--but in the name of Heaven, do not compromise your fair fame!" The poor child melted into tears, and I felt that she was staggering; I supported her and helped her to a seat on a bench close by. I remained standing before her, holding one of her hands. The darkness was intense around us; I gazed into space, and I listened, in a state of vague stupor, to the clear and regular murmur of the brook flowing under the spruce trees, to the convulsive sobs that swelled the unhappy woman's bosom, and to the odious sounds of revelry which the orchestra sent us at intervals from afar. It was one of those moments that can never be forgotten. She succeeded in mastering her grief at last, and seemed, after this explosion, to recover all her firmness. "Monsieur," she said, rising and withdrawing her hand, "have no fears about my reputation. The world is accustomed to my follies. However, I have taken care that the present one shall not be noticed. Besides, I would not care if it was. You are the only man whose esteem I have ever desired, and, unfortunately the only one also whose contempt I have incurred--that is most cruel!--and yet something must tell you that I do not deserve it." "Madam!" "Listen to me! and may God convince you. This is a solemn hour
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