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et you speak to-night because it was better, it was even necessary that I should do so at once--because this could not go on--because you must go away and--" "Necessary?" he repeated. "I--I do not understand." "No," she said helplessly; "you do not understand--and I--I cannot explain. Oh, I do not know what to say to you, only that you must take what I say, as you have taken me--at face value." "I do not understand," he said again. "Helena, I do not understand. Are you in trouble--tell me?" "No," she said. "But I cannot go away like this!" he cried out suddenly. "I cannot go and leave you, Helena. You have come into my life and filled it; and I cannot let you pass out of it--like this--without an effort to hold what has come to mean everything to me now. You may not love me now, but some day--" She shook her head, interrupting him once more. "There can never be a 'some day,'" she said. "Oh, I do not want to hurt you--you, to whom I owe more than you will ever know--but--but there can never be anything between us, and--and we are only making it harder for ourselves now--aren't we?" And then he leaned abruptly toward her. "Is there--some one else?" he asked in a strained voice. And to Helena the question came as though it had been an inspiration given him--for after that he would ask no more, seek no more to understand, for he was too big and strong and fine for that; and even if it was hopeless now this love that she had known for Madison, even if it could never be again, still that love was hers, and she could answer truthfully. "Yes," she said beneath her breath. For a moment Thornton neither moved nor spoke. Then he held out his hand. "Miss Vail," he said simply, "will you tell this 'some one else' that another man beside himself is the better for having known you. Good-night. And may God bring you happiness through all your life." But she did not speak--they were standing by the rustic bench and she sank down upon it, and, with her head hidden in one arm outflung across the back of the seat, was sobbing softly. And he stood and watched her for a little space, his face grave and white; then taking the hand that lay listlessly in her lap, he raised it to his lips--and turned away. And so he left her--and so, because of this, he knocked upon another door that night, and all unwittingly gave to that "some one else" himself the message that he had asked Helena to deliver. Madison,
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