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ry good to me! I was tired; I am glad to have this rest--and with you, Mr. Young!" I am permeated with the deliciousness of the situation! I am conscious of the magnetic something about me, drawing him near to me! I can almost feel his hot, quick breath on my cheek where the color comes and goes. He is within my power! But I do not love him. With an effort I banish the tender manner. My voice, now a trifle cold, asserts itself in clear, even tones: "Let us return; I am rested now. Mr. Seyhmoor claims me for the next dance!" The spell is broken! Calburt Young does not understand! He is wise, but I--I am a woman, and a woman of the world. But he does not reproach me. How can he? I have not allowed him to say a word of love to me. I have been environed not only with flowers, colored lights, and sweet music, but also with the harmless platitudes of speech. I whirl away into the dance with Henry Seyhmoor! I have been boldly flirting, =Flirting for Revenue Only=. Sometimes I am not so successful in this avoidance of exactly what I have skillfully brought out. Sometimes this policy leads to a proposal. The tide grows too strong. The man breaks down the barrier, but what good does it do? I have maintained a high protective tariff; there is nothing tangible which he can produce against me; there is never any thing which he can _say_ against me; and if I have been ordinarily skillful and cautious there is absolutely nothing for him to _think_, but "How good she has been to me; how delicately, tenderly, she has tried to avoid giving me pain!" At the start, my first season out, it was a hard policy to follow, and I would often spend a sleepless hour, after the man had said "good-night!" But those foolish old days have gone, and with them the early freshness of my youth, although the _appearance_ remains. I have seen so many men promptly revive beneath the showers of another woman's glance and of another woman's tender--perhaps like mine--unmeant words, mere platitudes, platitudes effectual, intangible. They are not sufficient proof in any court of conscience, law, or public opinion. They are the glorious privileges of a woman who is a Private Corporation, =Flirting for Revenue Only=. Robert Fairfield! There is a magic something in the very name itself. And the man! ah, after all, old things are best. My heart never knew a sensation--the quick, throbbing something which we call _love_--until I met him, when ha
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