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ight to shoot at all--which, of course, it wasn't." "Well, say I did wrong. Can't you forgive a fellow for making a mistake?" "It isn't a question of forgiveness, Tom. Somehow it goes deeper than that. I can't tell you just what I mean." "Haven't I told you I'm sorry?" he demanded, with boyish impatience. "Being sorry isn't enough. If you can't see it then I can't explain." "You're sore at me because I left you," he muttered, and for very shame his eyes could not meet hers. "No--I'm not sore at you, as you call it. I haven't the least resentment. But there's no use in trying to hide the truth. Since you ask for it, you shall have it. I don't want to be unkind, but I couldn't possibly marry you after that." The young man looked sulkily across the valley, his lips trembling with vexation and the shame of knowing that this girl had been a witness of that scene when he had fled like a scared rabbit and left her to bear the brunt of what he had done. "You told me to go, and now you blame me for doing what you said," he complained bitterly. She realized the weakness of his defense--that he had saved himself at the expense of the girl he claimed to love, simply because she had offered herself as a sacrifice in his place. She thought of another man, who, at the risk of his life, had held back the half dozen pursuers just to give a better chance to a girl he had not known a week. She thought of the cattleman who had ridden gayly into this valley of enemies, because he loved her, and was willing to face any punishment for the wrong he had done her. Her brother, too, pointed the same moral. He had defied the enemy, though he had been in his power. Not one of them would have done what Tom Dixon, in his panic terror, had allowed himself to do. But they were men, all of them--men of that stark courage that clings to self-respect rather than to life. This youth had met the acid test, and had failed in the assay. She had no anger toward him--only a kindly pity, and a touch of contempt which she could not help. "No--I don't blame you, Tom," she told him, very kindly. "But I can't marry you. I couldn't if you explained till Christmas. That is final. Now let us be friends." She held out her hand. He looked at it through the tears of mortification that were in his eyes, dashed it aside with an oath, swung to the saddle, and galloped down the road. Phyllis gave a wistful sigh. Tears filmed her eyes. He was her firs
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