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ng in their grey, sunken, sockets, searched his face curiously. "You've worn better than I have," she observed at last, breaking the silence with a short laugh, "you must be--let me see--fifty. While I'm barely thirty-one--and I look forty--and the rest." Suddenly he reached out and gathered her thin, restless hands into his, holding them in a kind, firm clasp. "Oh, my dear!" he said sadly. "Is there nothing I can do?" "Yes," she answered steadily. "There is. And it's to ask you if you will do it that I sent for you. Do you suppose"--she swallowed, battling with the tremor in her voice--"that I _wanted_ you to see me--as I am now? It was months--months before I could bring myself to send you the little pearl ring." He stooped and kissed one of the hands he held. "Dear, foolish woman! You would always be--just Pauline--to me." Her eyes softened suddenly. "So you never married, after all?" He straightened his shoulders, meeting her glance squarely--almost sternly. "Did you imagine that I should?" he asked quietly. "No, no, I suppose not." She looked away. "What a mess I made of things, didn't I? However, it's all past now; the game's nearly over, thank Heaven! Life, since that day"--the eyes of the man and woman met again in swift understanding--"has been one long hell." "He--the man you married--" "Made that hell. I left him after six years of it, taking the child with me." "The child?" A curious expression came into his eyes, resentful, yet tinged at the same time with an oddly tender interest. "Was there a child?" "Yes--I have a little daughter." "And did your husband never trace you?" he asked, after a pause. "He never tried to"--grimly. "Afterwards--well, it was downhill all the way. I didn't know how to work, and by that time I had learned my health was going. Since then, I've lived on the proceeds of the pawnshop--I had my jewels, you know--and on the odd bits of money I could scrape together by taking in sewing." A groan burst from the man's dry lips. "Oh, my God!" he cried. "Pauline, Pauline, it was cruel of you to keep me in ignorance! I could at least have helped." She shook her head. "I couldn't take--_your_ money," she said quietly. "I was too proud for that. But, dear friend"--as she saw him wince--"I'm not proud any longer. I think Death very soon shows us how little--pride--matters; it falls into its right perspective when one is nearing the end of things.
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