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ations. Trent sprang to his feet, his hand outstretched as though to snatch the letters back again. His eyes blazed excitedly. "No! No! You mustn't do that--you can't do that! It's----Oh! You won't understand--but those papers must be destroyed." Herrick's fingers closed firmly round the papers in question, and he slipped them into the inside pocket of his coat. "They certainly will not be destroyed," he replied. "I hold them in trust. But, tell me, why should I _not_ show them to Sara? It seems to me the one obvious thing to do." Trent shook his head. "No. Believe me, it could do no good, and it might do an infinity of harm." Herrick looked incredulous. "I can't see that," he objected. "It is so, nevertheless." A silence fell between them. "Then you mean," said Herrick, breaking it at last, "that I'm to hold my tongue?" "Just that." "It is very unfair." "And if you published that information abroad, it's unfair to Tim. Have you thought of that? He, at least, is perfectly innocent." "But, man, it's inconceivable--grotesque!" "Not at all. I gave Elisabeth Durward my promise, and she has married and borne a son, trusting to that promise. My lips are closed--now and always." "But mine are not." "They will be, Miles, if I ask it. Don't you see, there's no going back for me now? I can't wipe out the past. I made a bad mistake--a mistake many a youngster similarly circumstanced might have made. And I've been paying for it ever since. I must go on paying to the end--it's my honour that's involved. That's why I ask you not to show those letters." Miles looked unconvinced. "I forged my own fetters, Herrick," continued Trent. "In a way, I'm responsible for Tim Durward's existence and I can't damn his chances at the outset. After all, he's at the beginning of things. I'm getting towards the end. At least"--wearily--"I hope so." Herrick's quick glance took in the immense alteration the last few days had wrought in Trent's appearance. The man had aged visibly, and his face was worn and lined, the eyes burning feverishly in their sockets. "You're good for another thirty or forty years, bar accidents," said Herrick at last, deliberately. "Are you going to make those years worse than worthless to you by this crazy decision?" "I've no alternative. Good Lord, man!"--with savage irritability--"you don't suppose I'm enjoying it, do you? But I've _no way out_. I took a certain responsib
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