FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123  
124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   >>   >|  
o your head that I want to work?" She laughed, with ready bitterness. "I should think I could. That's nothing new. You are always busy when I ask you to do anything. You have time for everything and every one but me. If this were something you yourself wanted to do to-night, neither your work nor anything else would stand in the way of it; but my wishes can always be ignored. Have you forgotten already that I only came home the day before yesterday?" He looked sullen. "Now don't make a scene, Lulu. It doesn't do a whit of good." "A scene!" she cried, seizing on his words. "Whenever I open my lips now, you call it a scene. Tell me what I have done, Eugen! Why do you treat me like this? Are you beginning to care less for me? The first evening, the very first, I get home, you won't stay with me--you haven't even kept that evening free for me--and when I ask you about it, and try to get at the truth--oh, do you remember all the cruel things you said to me yesterday? I shall never forget them as long as I live. And now, when I ask you to come out with me--it is such a little thing-oh, I can't sit at home this evening, Eugen, I can't do it! If you really loved me, you would understand." She flung herself across the bed and sobbed despairingly. Schilsky, who had again made believe during this outburst to be absorbed in his work, cast a look of mingled anger and discomfort at the prostrate figure, and for some few moments, succeeded in continuing his occupation with a show of indifference; but as, in place of abating, her sobs grew more heart-rending, his own face began to twitch, and finally he dropped pencil and cigarette, and with a loud expression of annoyance went over to the bed. "Lulu," he said persuasively. "Come, Lulu," and bending over her, he laid his hands on her shoulders and tried to force her to rise. She resisted him with all her might, but he was the stronger, and presently he had her on her feet, where, with her head on his shoulder, she wept out the rest of her tears. He held her to him, and although his face above her was still dark, did what he could to soothe her. He could never bear, to see or to hear a woman cry, and this loud passionate weeping, so careless of anything but itself, racked his nerves, and filled him with an uneasy wrath against invisible powers. "Don't cry, darling, don't cry!" he said again and again. Gradually she grew calmer, and he, too, was still; but when her sobs were
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123  
124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
evening
 

yesterday

 

dropped

 

pencil

 

finally

 

twitch

 

bitterness

 

annoyance

 

bending

 

persuasively


laughed
 

expression

 
cigarette
 

figure

 

moments

 

succeeded

 

prostrate

 

discomfort

 

mingled

 

continuing


occupation

 
shoulders
 

rending

 

indifference

 
abating
 

resisted

 

racked

 
nerves
 

filled

 

careless


passionate

 

weeping

 

uneasy

 

darling

 

Gradually

 

calmer

 

powers

 

invisible

 

presently

 
shoulder

stronger

 
absorbed
 
soothe
 

Whenever

 

seizing

 

wanted

 

beginning

 

wishes

 

looked

 

sullen