FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77  
78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   >>   >|  
notice that her husband trembled, as if he feared the impression he was producing, or was about to produce, as much as, or more than, she. He drew nearer, and took her hand again. 'I had this mask made at Venice,' he began, in evident embarrassment. 'My darling Barbara--my dearest wife--do you think you--will mind when I take it off? You will not dislike me--will you?' 'O Edmond, of course I shall not mind,' said she. 'What has happened to you is our misfortune; but I am prepared for it.' 'Are you sure you are prepared?' 'O yes! You are my husband.' 'You really feel quite confident that nothing external can affect you?' he said again, in a voice rendered uncertain by his agitation. 'I think I am--quite,' she answered faintly. He bent his head. 'I hope, I hope you are,' he whispered. In the pause which followed, the ticking of the clock in the hall seemed to grow loud; and he turned a little aside to remove the mask. She breathlessly awaited the operation, which was one of some tediousness, watching him one moment, averting her face the next; and when it was done she shut her eyes at the hideous spectacle that was revealed. A quick spasm of horror had passed through her; but though she quailed she forced herself to regard him anew, repressing the cry that would naturally have escaped from her ashy lips. Unable to look at him longer, Barbara sank down on the floor beside her chair, covering her eyes. 'You cannot look at me!' he groaned in a hopeless way. 'I am too terrible an object even for you to bear! I knew it; yet I hoped against it. Oh, this is a bitter fate--curse the skill of those Venetian surgeons who saved me alive! . . . Look up, Barbara,' he continued beseechingly; 'view me completely; say you loathe me, if you do loathe me, and settle the case between us for ever!' His unhappy wife pulled herself together for a desperate strain. He was her Edmond; he had done her no wrong; he had suffered. A momentary devotion to him helped her, and lifting her eyes as bidden she regarded this human remnant, this _ecorche_, a second time. But the sight was too much. She again involuntarily looked aside and shuddered. 'Do you think you can get used to this?' he said. 'Yes or no! Can you bear such a thing of the charnel-house near you? Judge for yourself; Barbara. Your Adonis, your matchless man, has come to this!' The poor lady stood beside him motionless, save for the restlessness
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77  
78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Barbara
 
prepared
 
Edmond
 
husband
 

loathe

 

beseechingly

 

Venetian

 

bitter

 

restlessness

 

matchless


surgeons

 

continued

 

charnel

 

covering

 

groaned

 

Adonis

 

hopeless

 
terrible
 
object
 

settle


motionless

 

longer

 
ecorche
 

regarded

 

remnant

 

shuddered

 
involuntarily
 

looked

 

bidden

 
lifting

unhappy

 
pulled
 

devotion

 

helped

 
momentary
 

suffered

 

desperate

 

strain

 

completely

 

misfortune


happened

 
confident
 
agitation
 

answered

 

faintly

 

uncertain

 

rendered

 

external

 

affect

 
dislike