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l not be able to give me any information. I shall have lost all that I possess, and my house will have changed its master. "You asked why I escaped. Because I could not support the mental anguish which tortured me. I wept all the night, previous to taking flight; I knew I was exposing myself to the risk of death. But at such a time, to live or to die--is it not the same thing? If I had succeeded, I would have saved my children; I have not succeeded--well, I shall die. Kismet! It is not that death frightens me. Since the beginning of the war I have been exposed to it every day, and have been accustomed to face it without trembling. What dismays me is to know that my family are deserted, unhappy and dying of hunger--to know that they are quite near me and that I cannot fly to their help...." The old Turk, burying his head in his hands, began to sob, to the great embarrassment of the officers. The Colonel leaped from his seat, and began to stride up and down the room. He made a gesture with his hand, as though he wished to brush away something which prevented him seeing distinctly; then he got angry with himself. "The deuce!" he said, "I was nearly becoming a woman." He looked at the Major, who as pale as himself, remained sitting at the table, on which his fingers were tracing strange designs. "Yes, war is a dreadful thing," he murmured. The prisoner resumed his talk. "Before this war I had never left my house. I had seen all my children born and watched their growth every day. As they grew, their minds developed; no details escaped me; neither the moment when they recognized me for the first time, nor the moment when they began to stammer their first letters. I remember everything, everything--their little limbs when still weak ... their mouths open like nestlings. Who will bring them their daily food now? Their mother? She is in danger herself. Only the other day...." He could not finish; his strength failed him. "Just as it is with us at home, my friend. The same thing exactly," said the Colonel, pacing nervously up and down the room. "What shall we do in the meantime? I think myself we might wait till to-morrow before sending him to the general. What do you say, Colonel?" "Yes, yes, to-morrow will do." "Shall he stay with us for the present?" "Yes, he can stay with us. I will tell Somione to make up a bed for him. Four children! What a story!" "And if the general has him shot, Colonel?" "Hm
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