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nstantly looked out again. "God Almighty bless you!" she said. "But you go! you go!" "Tira!" called Raven sharply, "don't you know you're in danger? Don't you know if anything happens to you it'll----" He paused, and Nan wondered if he meant to say, "It will break my heart!" and scarcely felt the pain of it, she was so tense with misery for them both. Tira leaned out again and seemed to bend even protectingly toward them. She smiled at them, and the softening of her face was exquisite. "I ain't in danger," she said. "I've said things to him. He's afraid." "Threatened him?" Raven asked. "I've kep' tellin' him," said Tira, in that same tone of tender reasonableness such as mothers use when they persuade children to the necessities of things, "he must remember we ain't alone. An' somehow it seems to scare him. He don't see Him as I do: the Lord Jesus Christ." She shut the window quietly, and Raven and Nan went away. They walked soberly home without a word, but when Nan was taking off her hat she heard bells and went to the library window. Raven was standing by the table, trying to find some occupation to steady his anxious mind. "Look!" said Nan. It was Tenney, and he was "whipping up." "She knew, didn't she?" commented Nan, and he answered: "Yes, she knew." Here his trouble of mind broke forth. He had to be enlightened. A woman must guess what a woman thought. "I can't understand her," he said. "I believe I have understood her, up to now. But to say the child's got to bear it with her! Why, a woman's feeling about her child! It's as old as the world. A woman will sacrifice herself, but she won't sacrifice her child." He looked at her with such trouble in his face that Nan had to turn away. He understood her too well. Could he read in her eyes what her mind had resolved not to tell him? Yet she would tell him. He shouldn't grope about in the dark among these mysteries. She wanted, as much as Old Crow wanted it, to be a light to his feet. "She would," she told him quietly, "sacrifice herself in a minute. Only she can't do it the way we've offered her, because now you've come into it." "I've been in it from the first," frowned Raven. "Ever since the day I found her up there in the woods." "Yes, but then that poor crazy idiot was jealous only of him, the creature that sat down by her at prayer-meeting; and now he's jealous of you. And she's saving you, Rookie. At any risk. Even her own chi
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