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rough the barrier she tried to put up and she had to remember: "Men always talk like that, Carrie. Don't you know that men always talk like that when they want to get over a girl?" She moved restlessly in her seat, turning to Winnie: "This is a silly film." But she had to go on thinking about it. Supposing Aunt Creddle were right? No, she couldn't be! The memory of Godfrey's face as he looked up at her on the cliff ledge after she had refused him came back more vividly than the picture on the screen. That was real. If she were to doubt him, she must doubt the sea booming on the sands and the moon in the sky---- But if men did always say that? He might love her. She could not believe that he felt no real love for her then. But could he be wanting her love and everything else as well--like the man in the film? She remembered that at the beginning of the interview he had suggested their being friends after his marriage. Could it be that he really had that in his mind all the time? Did he somehow know--though he loved her so then, and really meant what he said--that he was not going to mean it twenty-four hours later? Suddenly she felt an overwhelming desire to ask him these questions. She must know. She must have an answer. It was all very well to say they would not meet again. When she said it she meant it most sincerely; but there must be some sort of settling up before they parted for the whole of their lives. It could not be cut off short like that; just a kiss and running away down a dark garden. They must for once know exactly where they stood before the shutter went up and they could never truly look into each other's thoughts any more. She turned to the child, who sat wide-eyed and rosy-cheeked, staring at the pictures. "I say, Winnie, I think we must be going home now," she said. "It's getting late." She spoke gently, with a guilty consciousness of dragging Winnie away from a rare treat; but her restlessness would not let her sit still watching these changing, grimacing faces any longer. Poor Winnie looked a little crestfallen but cheered up under the promise of chocolates, and a minute or two later they were outside in the starlit night, tasting the salt freshness of the air. Caroline halted a moment, looking down, taking no notice of Winnie, then she said abruptly: "We'll go by Beech Lane." "But that's so dark," pleaded Winnie, looking up anxiously, sensitive as childr
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