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(_Jane places tea-things, and exit._) Mrs. Denham. What have I to do? Ah, yes. (_Sits at the table and writes hurriedly. Re-enter Jane with a cup._) Jane, take this note to Mrs. Tremaine's at once. You know the house? Jane. Yes, m'm. Mrs. Denham. (_giving note_) Take it at once. Jane. Yes, m'm. Was I to wait for an answer, please? Mrs. Denham. No, Jane; no answer. (_Exit Jane._) She will be here directly. She _must_ come--and I? Yes--yes. There is no other way of quitting the wreck for _me_. The key? (_Searches her pockets._) Yes! (_She goes to the cupboard, opens it, and takes out a small bottle, places it on the tea-table, and looks at it; then takes out the stopper, and smells the poison._) It smells like some terrible flower. (_Re-stops and replaces the bottle._) And now to arrange--to arrange it all decently. (_Pushes the couch behind the screen, returns to the table, and pours out a cup of tea._) My throat is parched. (_Drinks eagerly._) Poor Arthur! He will be sorry--perhaps he will understand a little now. (_She pours the contents of the bottle into the cup._) The Black Cat had a friend; I am not so fortunate. It is a survival of the fittest, I suppose. The world was made for the sleek and treacherous. (_She replaces the bottle in the cupboard, then returns, and lays the keys on the table._) Yes, my little Undine, mother is tired too--so tired! Oh, sleep, sleep! If it were but eternal sleep--if I could be _sure_ I should never wake again! No more life. And yet I want to live. Oh, my God, I want to live! (_Paces to and fro, mechanically putting things in order; sees Undine's handkerchief on the ground, and picks it up._) Undine's little handkerchief, still wet with her tears--the last human thing on the brink of the abyss. Poor little rag; it will give me courage to face the darkness. (_Kisses it, and thrusts it into her bosom, then goes back to the table._) Perhaps I _do_ think too much of things--even of death. And now! (_Takes up the cup and shudders._) Who said "Poor Constance"? (_Puts it down again, and presses her hands to her ears._) There are voices in my brain--voices that burn like the flames of hell. Sleep, sleep--we must cheat the madness. (_Takes the cup, and passes_ R, _as if to go behind screen._) How awfully things look at you when you're going to die! I did not know this. There's Demeter with Undine's wreath of daisies withered on her head. My life has withered with
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