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a wife and cleave to her ... one flesh, and all the rest of it ... flesh! Ugh! Holy matrimony indeed! As if that could hide the filth and misery of it all! No! Beasts glaring over the fence at what you want--and when it pleases you to break it down, why not? And your wives--shall I tell you what they are to you--what they know they are? The same as we others, no more ... your...." A dark flush rose to Olof's cheeks, and he broke in violently: "You ... you...." "Oh yes, I'm coarse and vulgar and all the rest of it, yes, I know. But what about you men? You're worse than all! Marriage--it's all very well for the children. And even that.... Wasn't it the men that wanted the State to take over all children, what? A pretty thought--leave your young behind you where you please--and the State to look after them. Make love free and beautiful. Oh yes. And we're to have all the pain and trouble--and the State to pay--noble and generous, aren't you? What other beast gave you that grand idea, I wonder? The dogs that run in the streets...?" Olof sat motionless, watching her passionate outburst as if fascinated. And beneath the ghastly mask he seemed to see the face of a young, innocent girl, with childish, trusting eyes, and.... "No, it's no good your trying that," the woman broke in. "I know what you're thinking of now. You hate me, loathe me, as I am now. And you're asking yourself if it really can be the same little bit of a child that used to sit on your knee and look up to you as if you were God Himself! No--I'm not--there's nothing left but bitterness. Can't you understand? Oh, we're coarse and sour and harsh and all the rest--all that you've made us. But I'll tell you what we are besides--ourselves, _ourselves_, for all that!" She rose up from the sofa, and crossing the room, sat down on a chair close to where Olof was seated. Then, lowering her voice a little, she went on, as if striving with words and look to penetrate his soul: "We are women--do you know what that means? And we long for love--all of us, good or bad--or, no, there is neither good nor bad among us, we are alike. We long for you, and for love. But how? Ah, you should know! Answer me, as you would to God Himself: _of all the women you have known, has any one of them ever craved your body_? Answer, and speak the truth!" "No--no ... it is true!" stammered Olof confusedly. "Good that you can be honest at least. And that is just what makes the
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