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made a gesture of impatience. "Do you never think of the future?" "Not in your presence," laughed Nick. "I think of you--you--and only you. Didn't you know?" She turned away in silence. Was he tormenting her deliberately? Or did he fail to see that she was in earnest? There followed a pause, and then, urged by that unknown impulse that would not be repressed, she did a curious thing. She got up, and, facing him, she made a very earnest appeal. "Nick, why do you always treat me like this? Why will you never be honest with me?" There was more of pain than reproach in the words. Her voice was deep and very sad. But Nick scarcely looked at her. He was pulling tufts of dried seaweed off the rock on which he leaned. "My dear girl," he said, "how can you expect it?" "Expect it!" she echoed. "I don't understand. What do you mean?" He drew himself slowly to a sitting posture. "How can I be honest with you," he said, "when you are not honest with yourself?" "What do you mean?" she said again. He gave her an odd look. "You really want me to tell you?" "Of course I do." She spoke sharply. The old scared feeling was awake within her, but she would not yield to it. Now or never would she read the enigma. She would know the truth, cost what it might. "What I mean is this," said Nick. "You won't own it, of course, but you are cheating, and you are afraid to stop. There isn't one woman in ten thousand who has the pluck to throw down the cards when once she has begun to cheat. She goes on--as you will go on--to the end of her life, simply because she daren't do otherwise. You are out of the straight, Muriel. That's why everything is such a hideous failure. You are going to marry the wrong man, and you know it." He looked up at her again for an instant as he said it. He had spoken with his usual shrewd decision, but there was no hint of excitement about him. He might have been discussing some matter of a purely impersonal nature. Muriel stood mutely poking holes in the sand. She could find nothing to say to this matter-of-fact indictment. "And now," Nick proceeded, "I will tell you why you are doing it." She started at that, and looked up with flaming cheeks. "I don't think I want to hear any more, Nick. It--it's rather late in the day, isn't it?" He shrugged his shoulders. "I knew you would be afraid to face it. It's easier, isn't it, to go on cheating?" Her eyes gleamed for a moment. He had fl
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