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e to say to you, for you distrust our Southern exaggeration. But I do love you; ah, my God! all the world else--my mother, my sister, my duty seem nothing compared to the one passionate hope in my breast. Do you believe me, Olympia--do you doubt me?" "Far from it, Vincent--dear Vincent--no--no--sit where you are and listen to me--" She was deeply moved, and the lover in his heart cursed the luckless veils of blossom that she apparently, without design, drew before her face. "I do believe all you say; I knew it before you said it. But you remember we went over this very same ground before. Since then, it is true, you have been the means of saving us much misery; how much I hardly dare think of when I look back to that dreadful day, when mamma lay in the fever of coming disease and the hopelessness of despair. All I can say, dear, dear Vincent, is what I said before. Wait until thine and mine are no longer at war. Wait until one flag covers us--" "But that can never be!" "Wait! I have faith that it will be!" "If one flag should cover us--my flag--would you--would you--?" "Ah, Vincent! don't ask me; don't force me to say something thing that will make you unhappy, since I don't know my own mind well enough yet to answer as you wish me to answer--" "But you can tell me now whether you love me, or, at least, whether there is any one you love more?" "I don't think I love you. I know, however, that I think no more of any one else than I think of you; pray, let that suffice." "But how cruel that is, Olympia! It is as much, as to say that you won't wait and see whether you may meet some one that you can be surer of than you are of me?" "I must distress you whatever I say, Vincent! Frankly, I don't think you can decide just now whether your heart is really engaged. I think you do not know me as a man should knows the woman he makes his wife. I am certain I do not know you. If you had been born and bred in the North, I should have no difficulty in deciding; but your ways are so different here: women are accorded so much before marriage, and made so little of a man's life after marriage, that I shrink from a promise which, if lightly or inconsiderately given, would bring the last misery a woman can confront." "What, Olympia! you think Southern men do not hold marriage to be sacred?" "I think that the Southern man has a good deal of the knight you spoke of in him, and, like the Frenchman, marries inconsidera
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