FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103  
104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   >>   >|  
ot heard. Give up your idle hope that Christ will aid you. Swear to me, this night when you have lost all, to give yourself to this work." The storm had been dark and windy: it cleared now slowly, the warm summer rain falling softly, the fresh blue stealing broadly from behind the gray. It seemed to Margret like a blessing; for her brain rose up stronger, more healthful. "I will not swear," she said, weakly. "I think He heard my prayer. I think He will answer it. He was a man, and loved as we do. My love is not selfish; it is the best gift God has given me." Knowles went slowly with her to the house. He was not baffled. He knew that the struggle was yet to come; that, when she was alone, her faith in the far-off Christ would falter; that she would grasp at this work, to fill her empty hands and starved heart, if for no other reason,--to stifle by a sense of duty her unutterable feeling of loss. He was keenly read in woman's heart, this Knowles. He left her silently, and she passed through the dark passage to her own room. Putting her damp shawl off, she sat down on the floor, leaning her head on a low chair,--one her father had given her for a Christmas gift when she was little. How fond Holmes and her father used to be of each other! Every Christmas he spent with them. She remembered them all now. "He was sitting by her now, holding her hand in his." She said that over to herself, though it was not hard to understand. After a long time, her mother came with a candle to the door. "Good-night, Margret. Why, your hair is wet, child!" For Margret, kissing her good-night, had laid her head down a minute on her breast. She stroked the hair a moment, and then turned away. "Mother, could you stay with me to-night?" "Why, no, Maggie,--your father wants me to read to him." "Oh, I know. Did he miss me to-night,--father?" "Not much; we were talking old times over,--in Virginia, you know." "I know; good-night." She went back to the chair. Tige was there,--for he used to spend half of his time on the farm. She put her arm about his head. God knows how lonely the poor child was when she drew the dog so warmly to her heart: not for his master's sake alone; but it was all she had. He grew tired at last, and whined, trying to get out. "Will you go, Tige?" she said, and opened the window. He jumped out, and she watched him going towards town. Such a little thing, it was! But not even
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103  
104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

father

 

Margret

 

Knowles

 
Christmas
 
Christ
 

slowly

 
moment
 

turned

 

stroked

 

breast


minute
 

Mother

 

Maggie

 

kissing

 

understand

 
holding
 

mother

 

candle

 

whined

 
opened

window

 
jumped
 

watched

 

master

 

Virginia

 

sitting

 

talking

 
warmly
 

lonely

 

baffled


struggle

 

broadly

 

starved

 

falter

 

stealing

 

healthful

 

answer

 

prayer

 

blessing

 

stronger


selfish

 

softly

 

cleared

 

leaning

 

weakly

 

Holmes

 
Putting
 

unutterable

 

feeling

 

reason