FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82  
83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   >>   >|  
with a pained smile at the thought of the incongruity. 'And your papa said to her, "I am glad to see you so regular at church, JANE."' 'I remember it, but I have never spoken to her. We have only been here eighteen months, and the parish is so large.' 'Contrast with this,' said Stephen, with a miserable laugh, 'your father's belief in my "blue blood," which is still prevalent in his mind. The first night I came, he insisted upon proving my descent from one of the most ancient west-county families, on account of my second Christian name; when the truth is, it was given me because my grandfather was assistant gardener in the Fitzmaurice-Smith family for thirty years. Having seen your face, my darling, I had not heart to contradict him, and tell him what would have cut me off from a friendly knowledge of you.' She sighed deeply. 'Yes, I see now how this inequality may be made to trouble us,' she murmured, and continued in a low, sad whisper, 'I wouldn't have minded if they had lived far away. Papa might have consented to an engagement between us if your connection had been with villagers a hundred miles off; remoteness softens family contrasts. But he will not like--O Stephen, Stephen! what can I do?' 'Do?' he said tentatively, yet with heaviness. 'Give me up; let me go back to London, and think no more of me.' 'No, no; I cannot give you up! This hopelessness in our affairs makes me care more for you....I see what did not strike me at first. Stephen, why do we trouble? Why should papa object? An architect in London is an architect in London. Who inquires there? Nobody. We shall live there, shall we not? Why need we be so alarmed?' 'And Elfie,' said Stephen, his hopes kindling with hers, 'Knight thinks nothing of my being only a cottager's son; he says I am as worthy of his friendship as if I were a lord's; and if I am worthy of his friendship, I am worthy of you, am I not, Elfride?' 'I not only have never loved anybody but you,' she said, instead of giving an answer, 'but I have not even formed a strong friendship, such as you have for Knight. I wish you hadn't. It diminishes me.' 'Now, Elfride, you know better,' he said wooingly. 'And had you really never any sweetheart at all?' 'None that was ever recognized by me as such.' 'But did nobody ever love you?' 'Yes--a man did once; very much, he said.' 'How long ago?' 'Oh, a long time.' 'How long, dearest? 'A twelvemonth.' 'That's not VERY
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82  
83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Stephen

 

London

 

friendship

 

worthy

 

architect

 

Elfride

 
trouble
 

Knight

 

family

 

inquires


Nobody
 

tentatively

 

heaviness

 

strike

 

affairs

 

hopelessness

 

object

 

recognized

 
sweetheart
 

wooingly


dearest

 
twelvemonth
 

cottager

 

thinks

 

kindling

 
strong
 

diminishes

 
formed
 

giving

 

answer


alarmed

 

descent

 

proving

 

ancient

 

insisted

 

county

 

grandfather

 
Christian
 

families

 

account


prevalent
 
church
 

remember

 
spoken
 
regular
 
pained
 

thought

 

incongruity

 

eighteen

 

months