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obtained; but at times it frightened her. "I hate all this," she would cry sometimes, starting away from the harpsichord; "they are dead and cold, and I sing!" "Sing! _mia cara!_" the old man would say, with, for him, a soft and kindly tone; "you cannot help but sing: and when did love and sorrow feel so near and real to you as when, just now, you sang that phrase in F minor?" "It is wicked!" said the girl; but she sang over again, to the perfect satisfaction of her master, the phrase in F minor. "It is true," she said, after a pause. "I knew not how to love--I knew not what love was till I learned to sing from you. Every day I learn more what love is; I feel every hour more able to love--I love you more and more for teaching me the art of love." "Ah, _mia cara_," said the Maestro, "that was not difficult! You were born with that gift. But it is strange to me, I confess it, how pathetically you sing. It is not in the music--at any rate, not in my music. It is beyond my art and even strange to it, but it touches even me." And the old man shrugged his shoulders with an odd gesture, in which something like self-contempt struggled with an unaccustomed emotion. The girl had turned half round, and was looking at him with her bright, yet wistful eyes. "Never mind, Maestro," she said; "I shall love you always for your music, in spite of your contempt of love, and your miserable, cold----" And she gave a little shudder. She was forming, indeed, a passionate regard for the old man, solely for the sake of his art. It was not by any means the first time that such an event had occurred, for unselfish love is much more common than cynical mankind believes. IV. THE Prince soon grew tired of Wertheim. Apart from other reasons, of which perhaps we may learn something hereafter, he felt lost without the accustomed _entourage_ which he had attracted to Joyeuse. The death of Mark had made a profound impression upon his delicately strung temperament. It disturbed the lofty serenity of his life, it shocked his taste, it was bad art. That such a thing could have happened to him in the very citadel and arcanum of his carefully designed existence--and should have happened, too, as the result of his own individual purpose and action--arrested him as with an archangel's sword; showed him forcibly that his delicately woven mail was deficient in some important, but as yet unperceived, point; that his fancifully c
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