FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104  
105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   >>   >|  
lacked four shells of full capacity, the two that Lund had fired at his bottle target, the one fired by Carlsen at Rainey, and the last ineffective shot at Lund, a shot that went astray, Rainey decided, largely through Lund's _coup-de-theatre_ of tearing off his glasses and flinging them at the doctor. The dynamo that he had idly fancied he could hear purring away inside of Lund was apparent with vengeance now, driving with full force. That was what Lund would be from now on, a driver, imperative, relentless, overcoming all obstacles; as he had himself said, selfish at heart, keen for his own ends. Rainey was neither a weakling nor a coward, but he shrank from open encounter with Lund, and knew himself, without fear, the weaker man. The challenge of Lund, splendidly daring any one of them to come out against him alone, and challenging them _en masse_, had found in Rainey an acknowledgment of inferiority that was not merely physical. Lund knew far more than he did about the class of men that made up the inhabitants of the _Karluk_. Rainey had once fondly hugged the delusion that he knew something of the nature of those who "went down to the sea in ships." Now he knew that his ignorance was colossal. Such men were not complex, they moved by instinct rather than reason, they were not guided by conscience, the values of right and wrong were not intuitive with them, muscle rather than mind ruled their universe. Yet Rainey could not solve them, and Lund knew them as one may know a favorite book. Lund had brains, cunning, brute force that commanded a respect not all bred of being weaker. In a way he was magnificent. And Rainey vaguely heralded trouble when Captain Simms was at last given to the deep. He felt certain that the hunters under Deming were hatching something but, in the main, his mental prophecy of trouble coming was connected with the girl. Lund had shown no disrespect to her, rather the opposite. But the girl showed hatred of Lund and, in minor measure, of Rainey. Some of this would die out, naturally. Rainey intended to attempt an adjustment in his own behalf. But he held the feeling that Lund would not tolerate this hatred against him on the part of the girl. Such scorn would arouse something in the giant's nature, something that would either strike under the lash, or laugh at it. Dimly, Rainey saw these things as the giant gropings of sex, not as he had known it, surrounded by conventionalitie
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104  
105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Rainey

 

weaker

 
trouble
 

hatred

 

nature

 

guided

 
conscience
 
heralded
 

vaguely

 
magnificent

conventionalitie

 
reason
 

values

 

favorite

 

surrounded

 

muscle

 

commanded

 
universe
 

cunning

 
intuitive

brains

 

respect

 

Deming

 

attempt

 

adjustment

 

behalf

 

intended

 

naturally

 

things

 
feeling

tolerate
 

strike

 

arouse

 

measure

 

hunters

 
hatching
 

gropings

 

Captain

 
mental
 
disrespect

opposite

 

showed

 

instinct

 

prophecy

 

coming

 

connected

 

vengeance

 

driving

 

apparent

 

inside