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cture of her--a portrait, perhaps--" she stopped. "Of yourself? Yes, I could do that," he answered quickly. "No," she said, and hesitated. "Of your wife," she added rather abruptly. He started and looked at her, and she was sorry that she had spoken. Gloria's beautiful face had risen in her mind, and it had seemed generous to suggest the idea. Finding a difficulty in telling him, she had thought it her duty to be frank. He laughed harshly before he answered her. "No," he said. "Certainly not a portrait of my wife. Not even to please you. And that is saying much." He spoke very bitterly. In the few words, he poured out the pent-up suffering of many months. Francesca turned pale. "I know, and it is my fault," she said in a low voice. "Your fault? No! But it is not mine." His hands trembled violently as he took up his palette and brushes and began to mix some colours, not knowing what he was doing. "It is my fault," said Francesca, still very white, and staring at the brick floor. "I have seen it. I could not speak of it. You are unhappy--miserable. Your life is ruined, and I have done it. I!" She bit her lip almost before the last word was uttered; for it was stronger and louder than she had expected it to be, and the syllable rang with a despairing echo in the empty hall. Reanda shook his head, and bent over his colours with shaking hands, but said nothing. "I was so happy when you were married," said Francesca, forcing herself to speak calmly. "She seemed such a good wife for you--so young, so beautiful. And she loves you--" "No." He shook his head energetically. "She does not love me. Do not say that, for it is not true. One does not love in that way--to-day a kiss, to-morrow a sting--to-day honey, to-morrow snake-poison. Do not say that it is love, for it is not true. The heart tells the truth, all alone in the breast. A thousand words cannot make it tell one lie. But for me--it is finished. Let us speak no more of love. Let us talk of our good friendship. It is better." "Eh, let us speak of it, of this friendship! It has cost tears of blood!" Francesca, in the sincerity of what she felt, relapsed into the Roman dialect. Almost all Romans do, under any emotion. "Everything passes," answered Reanda, laying his palette aside, and beginning to walk up and down, his hands in his pockets. "This also will pass," he added, as he turned. "We are men. We shall forget." "But not I. For
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