FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61  
62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   >>   >|  
tting it. "Just's if somebody was leaning against it!" said I, pettishly, and flung my whole weight against the lower panel. The door flew back and I fell headlong, face downward, on the floor, the bundle flying ahead of me clear to the hearth. I picked myself up, rubbed my smarting palms and, in a vile humor, recovered the detestable cause of all the trouble. I boxed the lop-ears of the bonnet, and gave the apron a vicious shake, in restoring them to their respective pegs. Then, I backed down from the chair on which I had been standing, and started for the door. A feeble cry stopped me as if a shot had passed through me. The room was in afternoon shadow, and the blinds of the larger of the two windows had blown shut. The cry quavered out again, and at the same instant I saw--or verily believed that I saw with my natural eyes--Cousin Mary Bray seated in the rocking-chair between the hearth and the window, holding a baby in her arms. She was rocking gently back and forth, her face was pale and peaceful, and she wore a sort of dim gray dress. Thus much I had seen when my father called loudly to me from the bottom of the steps:-- "Molly! what are you doing up there? Come down directly! do you hear?" The apparition disappeared on the instant, and as I moved toward the door, I stumbled over something soft that mewed miserably. In a second I had it in my arms,--a rack of bones covered with muddy, tangled gray fur,--and rushed down the stairs. "I told you so, father! don't you see? It is Alexander the Great. Now, isn't it?" Will it be believed that the commotion attendant upon the recognition of the wanderer, the talk, conjectures and questions, the nursing and feeding, and cosseting the creature who was at the point of death from starvation and fatigue--put all thought of revealing what I had beheld in the haunted chamber out of my head, until, when I recalled it in all its vividness, I simply could not speak of it? It was all like a swift, bad dream, the telling of which might revive the unpleasant sensation it created in passing. I do not pretend to explain a child's reserve on subjects which have gone very far into the deeps of a consciousness that never lets them go. Perhaps the solution is partly in the poverty of a vocabulary which lags painfully behind the development of thought and emotion. Certain it is that I was a woman grown before I ever confided to a living soul what I thought sat in the rocking-c
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61  
62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
rocking
 

thought

 
father
 

instant

 
believed
 
hearth
 
attendant
 

questions

 

nursing

 

feeding


conjectures

 

wanderer

 

cosseting

 

recognition

 

beheld

 

revealing

 

haunted

 

chamber

 

commotion

 

starvation


fatigue

 

creature

 

covered

 

tangled

 
miserably
 
rushed
 

Alexander

 

stairs

 

poverty

 

partly


vocabulary

 
painfully
 
solution
 

Perhaps

 

consciousness

 

development

 

living

 

confided

 

emotion

 
Certain

telling
 
vividness
 

simply

 

revive

 
unpleasant
 

subjects

 

reserve

 

explain

 

sensation

 
created