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uch intimacy there could be nothing else but a very near and exalted position at Court. The poor child--innocent of all evil seeing naught in the gaining of Royal favour but the achievement of all that was high, holy, beautiful and perfect--now for a brief moment scorned her own poor estate and fell to envying Constance, and was of a notion not to go at all to the monastery;--but if she didn't, then her religion would suffer; for who could go to the King in her place? She knew she was beautiful, and knew its influence, and was sure the King would not refuse her. Now if Lord Cedric had not forbidden her going to the monastery for confession, she could have known what they wished and gone openly with Lady Constance or Sir Julian, or perhaps just with Janet to his Majesty and gained his favour and at once have become a Lady of Honour. But no, 'twas not thus, and things were as they were, and she could not change them or retrace. She would not engage in any game, but played upon the harpsichord and sung some of her sweetest songs; Lord Cedric ever coming to her side to turn her music or offer some little service. He was aflame with hope, for had she not called him "Cedric"? How dear it sounded; if he might only hear her say it again. He came to her side and whispered,-- "'Twas sweet of thee to call me Cedric!"--His hand for a moment rested upon the violets at her shoulder,--"Kate, why didst thou not wear the opal shoulder-knot instead of these violets?" "Because--I value it more than aught else, and I would not wear it on all occasions, for 'twas thy mother's choicest brooch." "Indeed, I love it, also, Kate, for the same reason; but I would rather see thee wear it, for I love thee, Kate, thee, thee, thee." His voice was like a sob stirring her to a pity that made her sick and weak, and she turned from him hastily and began singing softly,-- "When love with unconfined wings hovers within my gates; And my divine Althea brings to whisper at the grates; When I lie tangled in her hair and fetter'd to her eye; The gods that wanton in the air, know no such liberty. "'Stone walls do not a prison make, nor iron bars a cage; Minds innocent and quiet take that for an hermitage; If I have freedom in my love, and in my soul am free; Angels alone that soar above enjoy such liberty!'" "Thou dost sing the words of the beautiful and amiable Richard Lovelace; I have heard my father speak of him with great af
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