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his heart. By his grey, haggard face he knew that the same horror and fear had gone deep into his friend's soul. There came to him the sudden thought that Cameron, too, must meet his fellow officers, and must endure their searching chaff, and that he would reveal himself to his undoing; for no man can ever live down in his battalion the whisper that he is a "quitter." That very night Cameron would be forced to lead up his platoon into the front line, and must lead them step by step over that same Vlammertinghe road, where the transports were nightly shelled. In the presence of any danger soever, he must not falter. When the shells would begin to fall, he knew well how the eyes of his men would turn to their leader and search his very soul to see of what quality he was. Far better a man should die than falter. He had not failed to notice the startled look in Cameron's eyes when Hobbs blurted out his news. Some way must be found for the bracing up of the nerve, the steadying of the courage of his friend. "Come in with me, Cameron," he said, standing at the door of his hut. "I'm dead beat and so are you. We'll have coffee and some grub, and then sleep for a couple of hours until reveille." Cameron hesitated. The thing he most longed for at that moment was to be alone. "Come on!" insisted Barry. "Hobbs will have a fire going, and hot coffee in ten minutes. Come on, old chap. I want you to." He threw his arm around Cameron's shoulder and dragged him in. The boy dropped onto Barry's cot, and, as he was, boots and coat on, was asleep before the coffee was ready. His boyish face, with its haggard look, struck pity to Barry's heart, and recalled his father's words, "These boys need their mothers." If ever a lad needed his mother, it was young Cameron, and just in that hour. He woke the boy up, gave him his coffee, had Hobbs remove his boots, made him undress and covered him up in his blankets. Then, taking his own coffee, he lay down on Hobbs' bed. "Harry," he said, "give us every minute of sleep you can. Wake us just one-half hour before reveille with coffee and everything else good you can rustle, and, Harry, waken me before Mr. Cameron." When he lay down to sleep he made an amazing discovery--that his own horror and fear and self-distrust had entirely passed away. He felt himself quite prepared to "carry on." How had this thing come to pass? His physical recuperation by means of coffee and food? This doubtle
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