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in the personality of that young Roman noble whose name you have made so famous, and from another age were gazing tolerantly and even kindly upon the folly and the pageantry which have survived for two thousand years. And then I have taken my little place in the procession, and I have fancied that a subtle change has stolen into your face. You have looked at me as gravely as ever, but no longer as an impersonal spectator. "It is as though I have seemed a live person to you, and the others, mummies. Once the change came so swiftly that I smiled at you,--I could not help it,--and you looked away." "I remember it distinctly," he interrupted. "I thought the smile was for some one behind me." She shook her head. "It was for you. Now I have finished. Fill in the blanks, please." He was content to answer her in the same strain. The effect of her complete naturalness was already upon him. "So far as my personal history is concerned," he told her, "you are wonderfully correct. There is nothing more to be said about it. I gave up my fellowship at Oxford because I have always been convinced of the increasing narrowness and limitations of purely academic culture and scholarship. I was afraid of what I should become as an old man, of what I was already growing into. I wanted to have a closer grip upon human things, to be in more sympathetic relations with the great world of my fellow-men. Can you understand me, I wonder? The influences of a university town are too purely scholarly to produce literary work of wide human interest. London had always fascinated me--though as yet I have met with many disappointments. As to the _Bi-Weekly_, it was my first idea to undertake no fixed literary work, and it was only after great pressure that I took it for a time. As you know, my editorship was a failure." He paused for a moment or two, and looked steadily at her. He was anxious to watch the effect of what he was going to say. "You have mentioned my review upon your novel in the _Bi-Weekly_. I cannot say that I am sorry I wrote it. I never attacked a book with so much pleasure. But I am very sorry indeed that you should have written it. With your gifts you could have given to the world something better than a mere psychological debauch!" She laughed softly, but genuinely. "I adore sincerity," she exclaimed, "and it is so many years since I was actually scolded. A 'psychological debauch' is delightful. But I cannot help
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