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in them again. "If I had gone far enough in thought," he continued, "I might have hoped that such beauty and power as you have would have made you great and strong enough in nature to want to help make these pictures, in spite of everything! I believe in a slow, dull way I did think that about you once in a while. I know I never meant to harm the woman in you, Janet; believe me, I swear that!" His eyes met hers and never faltered. The girl drew a long breath. Then she shivered slightly and sighed again. "I--I think I see, a little, what you mean," she quivered; "you thought I was better than I am. Higher, nobler than some folks, because I am so--so beautiful?" Not a shadow of common vanity rang through the words. "You thought I would be glad to help in your pictures and never care what others might think, others who cannot understand? You are a great artist, and you thought me an artist--but in a different way? Oh! it comes to me just as Davy's Light comes of an early morning, when the fog lifts. What a mean, wretched thing I have been to let stings hurt, when that splendid picture--waits--for--me!" A radiance spread over the wistful face. Thornly was dazzled and could only stare helplessly. "See," she had arisen, and stood before him in all her strong, young beauty; "you need me? Without me you cannot make your splendid picture?" Thornly shook his head. "It is not the money you want, nor just the fame, but you want to give the world a great joy." "Yes, yes! As God is my witness, Janet, that is my desire." "Then I will help. Oh! forgive me! Come, please, come, only"--here she smiled pitifully--"please leave the door open! It shall never matter again; nothing can change things now." Thornly staggered to his feet and half extended his hand to draw the girl in; then something stayed him. "I cannot paint to-day, Janet," he whispered. "Something is changed. Perhaps the old longing will return, but I must not trust myself until I know. Go, little Pimpernel, you are the greater artist of us two!" "I'm very sorry the day is spoiled," she returned brokenly; "if I had only known more, it would have been different. It seems as if I cannot ever forgive myself." She turned, and went sadly over the hills with never a backward look. And Thornly gazed after her with yearning eyes. She was taking with her--what? Inspiration? Yes, but something deeper and more vital was passing with that vanishing form. What wa
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