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was best known to herself. In his mind there was evidently a doubt whether it was wanton cruelty, or a desire for information concerning her _protege_. He began to wonder, in view of the persistence of her interest in Emmet, whether she had not divined the cause of his late arrival from the first. "When I first came in," he continued, "and Littleford thrust me into a chair beside you, I caught the scent of these lilies before I knew they were in your hands. It was something like an experience that befell one of my ancestors as he approached America after a two months' voyage in a sailing vessel. They were nearing Virginia one night in May, and a land breeze blew the fragrance of flowers to them across the water before they saw the shore. _On desperate seas long wont to roam_--You know the verse?" She rose hurriedly to her feet, distressed, perhaps repentant. "You must not," she protested in a low voice. "You must not." "There is some reason why I must not?" he questioned, confronting her with paling face. She nodded a confirmation of his fear. "Then I must ask just one question more," he persisted miserably. "Suppose the reason did not exist--I don't ask you to tell me now what it is--but suppose there were no reason. Would you forbid me to love you then?" For a moment she did not reply, and he watched her face as one who would read an enigmatical page from the book of fate. The question demanded an answer, a definite reply, which she was not prepared to give. He saw dawning in her eyes a recognition of him in a new light; it was as if she now contemplated the possibility she had rejected. In this attitude of mind, as in nothing else, the bishop's cold and calculating nature disclosed itself in the daughter, and Leigh divined that she did not wish to love him, though she allowed herself to desire the tribute of his love. It was this desire that enabled her to enjoy the situation, to convey to him a denial that was not absolute. She might withdraw herself,--she had said that she must,--yet something might remain, something more than friendship, less than the claims of an acknowledged love. "If the reason did not exist," she repeated slowly, "then--perhaps." He heard the words with a gesture of acquiescence, and followed her in silence down the aisle in the direction of the house, wondering why he did not stop her before it was too late and ask her whether he had heard aright, why he had not k
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