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w: and two hours every day I will let you come to the palace, and I will teach you. But be sure, be careful. If there be danger, I will kill you: assuredly--without fail. And let me begin with a lesson now: say after me: 'White.'" I took her hand, and got her to understand that I wanted her to repeat after me. "White," said I. "Hwhite," said she. 'Power,' said I. 'Pow-wer,' said she. 'White Power,' said I. 'Hwhite Pow-wer,' said she. 'Shall not,' said I. 'Sall not,' said she. 'White Power shall not,' said I. 'Hwhite Pow-wer sall not,' said she. 'Prevail,' said I. 'Fffail,' said she, pronouncing the 'v' with a long fluttering 'f'-sound. 'Pre-vail,' said I. 'Pe-vvvail,' said she. 'White Power shall not prevail,' said I. 'Hwhite Pow-wer sall not--fffail,' said she. A thunder which roared as she said it seemed to me to go laughing through the universe, and a minute I looked upon her face with positive shrinking fear; till, starting up, I thrust her with violence from my path, and dashed forth to re-seek the palace and my bed. Such was the ingratitude and fatality which my first attempt, four nights since, to teach her met with. It remains to be seen whether my pity for her dumbness, or some servile tendency toward fellowship in myself, will result in any further lesson. Certainly, I think not: for though I have given my word, the most solemnly-pledged word may be broken. Surely, surely, her presence in the world with me--for I suppose it is that--has wrought some profound changes in my mood: for gone now apparently are those turbulent hours when, stalking like a peacock, I flaunted my monarchy in the face of the Eternal Powers, with hissed blasphemies; or else dribbled, shaking my body in a lewd dance; or was off to fire some vast city and revel in redness and the chucklings of Hell; or rolled in the drunkenness of drugs. It was mere frenzy!--I see it now--it was 'not good,' 'not good.' And it rather looks as if it were past--or almost. I have clipped my beard and hair, removed the earrings, and thought of modifying my attire. I will just watch to see whether she comes loitering down there about the gate of the lake. * * * * * Her progress is like.... * * * * * It is nine months since I have written, on these sheets, those words, 'Her progress is like....' being the beginning of some narrative in which s
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