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lost. Cai had never courted her for her money: but he had courted without distrust, on the strength of his own security in a competence. At the back of his mind there may have lurked a suspicion that Mrs Bosenna, as a business woman, was not in the least likely to bestow her hand on a penniless sailor: but there was no reason why he should allow this suspicion to obtrude itself, since self-respect would have forbidden him, being penniless, to pursue the courtship. No; if he thought of Mrs Bosenna at all, it was in a sort of dull rage against her sex: not specially against her, who happened to be her sex's delegate to work this particular piece of mischief, but generally against womankind, that with a word or two, a look or two, it could rob a man of a friend--and of such a friend as 'Bias! 'Bias was undemonstrative, Cai had always prided himself on recognising a worth in him which did not leap to the eyes of other men--which hid itself rather, and shunned the light. It had added to his sense of possession that he constantly detected what others overlooked. In this matter of his behaviour to Rogers, 'Bias had eclipsed all previous records. It was (view it how you would) magnificent in 'Bias--a high Christian action--to tend, as he had tended, upon a man who presumably had robbed him of his all. And at the same moment 'Bias could behave so callously to a once-dear friend--to a friend bringing glad tidings--to a friend, moreover, rejoicing to bring them, though they meant his own undoing! It was almost inconceivable. It was quite unintelligible unless you supposed the man's nature to be perverted, and by this woman. Cai's heart was bruised. It ached with a dull insistent pain that must be deadened at all costs, even though his own wrecked prospects called out to be faced promptly, resolutely, and with a practical mind. He would face them to-morrow. To-day he would tire himself out: to-night he would sleep. And he slept, almost as soon as his head touched the pillow. His sleep was dreamless too. "_Dame, get out and bake your pies--bake your pies--bake your pies--_" "_Whoo-oo-sh!_" He sat up in bed with a jerk. . . . What on earth was it? A squall of hail on the window? Or a rocket?--a ship in distress, perhaps, outside the harbour? . . . "_Dame, get out and bake your pies--_" piped a high childish voice. Some one was unbarring a door below. A voice--'Bias's voice--spoke out gruffly, deman
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