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bsolutely rude of me not to go to the duchess's. "You will come with me some day," I added, "to dine at her country house." "You need not look for that." "Why not?" "Because she is a madwoman. She talked to me in a way that would have offended me if I did not know that she fancied she was honouring me by laying aside her rank." We rose from table, and after I had dismissed my man we sat on the balcony to wait for Don Diego and to enjoy the delicious evening breezes. As we sat near to each other in the twilight, so favourable to lovers' vows, I looked into Donna Ignazia's eyes, and saw there that my hour had come. I clasped her to me with one arm, I clung with my lips to hers, and by the way she trembled I guessed the flame which consumed her. "Will you go and see the duchess?" "No, if you will promise me not to go to confession next Sunday." "But what will he say if I do not go?" "Nothing at all, if he understands his business. But let us talk it over a little." We were so tightly clasped together that the cousin, like a good girl, left us, and went to the other end of the balcony, taking care to look away from us. Without changing my position, in spite of the temptation to do so, I asked her if she felt in the humour to repent of the sin she was ready to commit. "I was not thinking of repentance just then, but as you remind me of it, I must tell you that I shall certainly go to confession." "And after you have been to confession will you love me as you love me now?" "I hope God will give me strength to offend Him no more." "I assure you that if you continue loving me God will not give you grace, yet I feel sure that on Sunday evening you will refuse me that which you are now ready to grant." "Indeed I will, sweetheart; but why should we talk of that now?" "Because if I abandon myself to pleasure now I shall be more in love with you than ever, and consequently more unhappy than ever, when the day of your repentance comes. So promise me that you will not go to confession whilst I remain at Madrid, or give the fatal order now, and bid me leave you. I cannot abandon myself to love to-day knowing that it will be refused me on Sunday." As I remonstrated thus, I clasped her affectionately in my arms, caressing her most ardently; but before coming to the decisive action I asked her again whether she would promise not to go to confession next Sunday. "You are cruel," said she, "I c
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