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so," said she, drawing a deep sigh, "you really can tell me nothing about these Bramleighs? And all this time I have been reckoning on your coming to hear everything, and to know about the will. Up to this hour, I am totally ignorant as to how I am left. Is n't that very dreadful?" "It is very distressing indeed, madam." "The Colonel always said he 'd insert a clause or a something or other against my marrying again. Can you imagine anything so ungenerous? It's unchristian, actually unchristian--isn't it?" A slight gesture seemed to say that he agreed with her; but she was for once determined to be answered more definitely, and she said, "I'm sure, as a clergyman, you can say if there's anything in the Bible against my having another husband?" "I 'm certain there is not, madam." "How nice it is in the Church of Rome that when there 's anything you want to do, and it's not quite right to do it, you can have a dispensation--that is, the Pope can make it perfectly moral and proper, and legal besides. Protestantism is so narrow--terribly narrow. As the dear Monsignore Balbi said to me the other night, it is a long 'Act of Parliament against sin.' Was n't that neat? They are so clever!" "I am so new to Italy, madam, that I have no acquaintance with these gentlemen." "I know you 'll like them when you do know them; they are so gentle and so persuasive--I might say so fascinating. I assure you, Mr. L'Estrange, I ran a very great risk of going over, as it is called. Indeed, the 'Osservatore Romano' said I had gone over; but that is at least premature. These are things one cannot do without long and deep reflection, and intense self-examination--don't you think so? And the dear old Cardinal Bottesini, who used to come to us every Friday evening, warned me himself against my impulsiveness; and then poor Colonel Bram-leigh"--here she raised her handkerchief to her eyes--"he would n't hear of it at all; he was so devotedly attached to me--it was positive love in a man of his mould--that the thought of my being lost to him, as he called it, was maddening; and in fact he--he made it downright impossible--impossible!" And at last she paused, and a very painful expression in her face showed that her thoughts at the moment were far from pleasurable. "Where was I? what was it I was going to say?" resumed she, hurriedly. "Oh, I remember, I was going to tell you that you must on no account 'go over,' and therefore, avoid of
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