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st that there is nothing positive,----nothing like an engagement?" "And why, dear?--whence these cautious scruples?" said Lady Hester, almost peevishly. "Simply because he is very unworthy of you," said Kate, bluntly, and blushing deep at her own hardihood. "Oh, I'm quite sure of that," said Lady Hester, casting down her eyes. "I know--I feel that I am mistaken and misunderstood. The world has always judged me unfairly! you alone, dearest, ever comprehended me; and even you could not guess of what I am capable! If you were to read my journal--if you were just to see what sufferings I have gone through! And then that terrible shock! though, I must say, D'Esmonde's mode of communicating it was delicacy itself. A very strange man that Abbe is, Kate. He now and then talks in a way that makes one suspect his affections are or have been engaged." "I always believed him too deeply immersed in other cares." "Oh, what a short-sighted judgment, child! These are the minds that always feel most! I know this by myself--daring the last two years especially! When I think what I have gone through! The fate, not alone of Italy, but of Europe, of the world, I may say, discussed and determined at our fireside! Yes, Kate, I assure you, so it was. D'Esmonde referred many points to me, saying 'that the keener perception of a female mind must be our pilot here.' Of course, I felt all the responsibility, but never, never was I agitated. How often have I held the destiny of the Imperial House in my hands! How little do they suspect what they owe to my forbearance! But these are not themes to interest you, dearest, and, of course, your prejudices are all Austrian. I must say, Kate, 'the uncle' is charming! Just that kind of dear old creature so graceful for a young woman to lean upon; and I love his long white moustache! His French, too, is admirable,----that Madame de Sevigne turn of expression, so unlike modern flippancy, and so respectful to women!" "I hope you like Frank!" said Kate, with artless eagerness in her look. "He 's wonderfully good-looking without seeming to know it; but, of course, one cannot expect that to last, Kate." "Oh! you cannot think how handsome he was before this illness; and then he is so gentle and affectionate." "There--there, child, you must not make me fall in love with him, for you know all my sympathies are Italian; and, having embroidered that beautiful banner for the 'Legion of Hope'--pretty
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