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-and all her face, neck, and breast--you saw it as well as I miserable--were at last drenched in blood. Then I may have confessed that I was guilty--did I, or did I not, confess it? Tell me--for I remember nothing distinctly;--but if I did--the judgment of offended Heaven, then punishing me for my sins, had made me worse than mad--and so had all your abhorrent eyes; and men, if I did confess, it was the cruelty of God that drove me to it--and your cruelty--which was great; for no pity had any one for me that day, though Margaret Burnside lay before me a murdered corpse--and a hoarse whisper came to my ear urging me to confess--I well believe from no human lips, but from the Father of Lies, who, at that hour, was suffered to leave the pit to ensnare my soul." Such was said to have been the main sense of what he uttered in the presence of two or three who had formerly been among his most intimate friends, and who knew not, on leaving his cell and coming into the open air, whether to think him innocent or guilty. As long as they thought they saw his eyes regarding them, and that they heard his voice speaking, they believed him innocent; but when the expression of the tone of his voice, and of the look of his eyes--which they had felt belonged to innocence--died away from their memory--then arose against him the strong, strange, circumstantial evidence, which, wisely or unwisely, lawyers and judges have said _cannot lie_--and then, in their hearts, one and all of them pronounced him guilty. But had not his father often visited the prisoner's cell? Once--and once only; for in obedience to his son's passionate prayer, beseeching him--if there were any mercy left either on earth or in heaven--never more to enter that dungeon, the miserable parent had not again entered the prison; but he had been seen one morning at dawn, by one who knew his person, walking round and round the walls, staring up at the black building in distraction, especially at one small grated window in the north tower--and it is most probable that he had been pacing his rounds there during all the night. Nobody could conjecture, however dimly, what was the meaning of his banishment from his son's cell. Gilbert Adamson, so stern to others, even to his own only daughter, had been always but too indulgent to his Ludovic--and had that lost wretch's guilt, so exceeding great, changed his heart into stone, and made the sight of his old father's grey hairs hateful
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