imes a day. Sorely
wounded as he was, he yet could listen to what Miss Kitty said to him,
though he was too weak and suffering to utter more than a few words in
reply. She one day, finding him worse, asked him solemnly if he was
prepared to meet his God.
"What! do you think I am dying, young lady?" he groaned out, in a
trembling voice.
"The doctor says that he has never known any one wounded as badly as you
are to recover," she said, in a gentle, but firm voice.
"Oh, but I cannot die!" he murmured. "I have made well-nigh five
hundred pounds, and expected to double it in this cruise, and I cannot
leave all that wealth. I want to go home, to live at my ease and enjoy
it."
"You cannot take your wealth with you," she answered.
Without saving more, she read from the Bible the account of the rich man
and Lazarus. She then went on to the visit of the wealthy young lawyer
to Jesus, and paused at the reply of the Lord; she repeated the words,
"How hardly shall they that have riches enter into the kingdom of God.
For it is easier for a camel to go through a needle's eye than for a
rich man to enter into the kingdom of God."
"Now," she continued, "you have been trusting in the wealth which, with
so much toil and danger, you have been collecting, to enjoy a life of
ease and comfort on shore. Suppose God said to you, `Thou fool, this
night thy soul shall be required of thee!' as He does to many; can you
face Him?"
"But I don't see that I have been a bad man. I have always borne a good
character, and, except when the blood was up, and I have been fighting
with the enemy, or when I have been on shore, may be for a spree, I have
never done anything for which God could be angry with me."
"God looks upon everything that we do, unless in accordance with His
will, to be sinful. He does not allow of small sins any more than great
sins; they are hateful in His sight; and He shows us that we are by
nature sinful and deserving of punishment, and that, as we owe Him
everything, if we were to spend all our lives in doing only good, we
should be but performing our duty, and still we should have no right in
ourselves to claim admittance into the pure, and glorious, and happy
heaven He has prepared for those alone who love Him. He has so
constituted our souls that they must live for ever, and must either be
with Him in the place of happiness, or be cast into that of punishment.
But, my friend, Jesus loves you and all sinn
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