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ile the Commandant with an apology left him and strode ahead, he turned, caught sight of Diane, and waited for her. She came as one who cannot help herself, with panting bosom and eyes that supplicated him for mercy. But Love, not John a Cleeve, was the master to grant her remission--and who can supplicate Love? They met without greeting, and for a while walked on in silence, he with a flame in his veins and a weight of lead in his breast. "Is papa sending you to Montreal?" she asked, scarcely above a whisper. "He was giving me orders when this news came." There was a long pause now, and when next she spoke he could hardly catch her words. "You will come again?" His heart answered, "My love! O my love!" But he could not speak it. He looked around upon sky, forest, sweeping river--all the landscape of his bliss, the prison of his intolerable shame. A fierce peremptory longing seized him to kill his bliss and his shame at one stroke. Four words would do it. He had but to stand up and cry aloud, "I am an Englishman!" and the whole beautiful hideous dream would crack, shiver, dissolve. Only four words! Almost he heard his voice shouting them and saw through the trembling heat her body droop under the stab, her love take the mortal hurt and die with a face of scorn. Only four words, and an end desirable as death! What kept him silent then? He checked himself on the edge of a horrible laugh. The thing was called Honour: and its service steeped him in dishonour to the soul. "You will come again?" her eyes repeated. He commanded himself to say, "It may be that there is now no need to go. If Fort Frontenac has fallen--" "Why should you believe that Fort Frontenac has fallen?" she broke in; and then, clasping her hands, added in a sort of terror, "Do you know that--that now--I hardly seem able to think about Fort Frontenac, or to care whether it has fallen or not? What wickedness has come to me that I should be so cruelly selfish?" He set his face. Even to comfort her he must not let his look or voice soften; one touch of weakness now would send him over the abyss. "Let us go forward," said he. "At the next bend we shall know what has happened." But around the bend came a procession which told plainly enough what had happened; a procession of boats filled with dark-coated provincial soldiers, a few white-coats, many women and children. No flags flew astern; the very lift of the oars to
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