FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344  
345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   >>   >|  
. But this is Easter, Signora, and the Blessed Virgin wouldn't bring you bad news to-day. Listen! That's the Gloria. I can always hear the church bells on Holy Saturday. The first time after I was deaf Joseph was a baby, and I took the wrappings off his little feet while the bells were ringing, and he walked straight away! Ah, my poor darling!... But I'm making the Signora cry." The letter was dated from Zuerich. It ran:-- "MY DEAR ROMA,--Your letters and I seem to be running a race which shall return to you first. I was compelled to leave Berlin before my long-delayed correspondence could arrive from London, and now it seems probable that I must leave Zuerich before it can follow me from Berlin. As a consequence I have not heard from you for weeks--not since your letter about your friend, you remember--and I am in agonies of impatience to know what has happened to you in the interval. "I came to Switzerland the day before yesterday, pushed on by the urgency of affairs at home. Here we hold the last meeting of our international committee before I go back to Italy. This will be to-morrow (Friday) night, and according to present plans I set out for Rome on Saturday morning. "How different my return will be from my flight a few weeks ago! Then I was plunged in despair, now I am buoyed up with hope; then my soul was furrowed by doubts, now it is braced up with certainties; then my idea was a dream, now it is a practical reality. "O Roma, my Roma, it is a good thing to live. After all, the world is no Gethsemane, and when a man has a beautiful life like yours belonging to him he may be forgiven if he forgets the voices which assail him with fears. They have come to me sometimes, dearest, in this long and cruel silence, and I have asked myself hideous questions. What is happening to my dear one in the midst of my enemies? What sufferings are being inflicted upon her for my sake? She is brave, and will bear anything, but did I do right to leave her behind? Bruno died rather than betray me, and she will do more--infinitely more in her eyes--she will see _me_ die, rather than imperil a cause which is a thousand times more dear to me than my life. "Addio, carissima! Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm, for love is strong as death. If there were any possibility o
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344  
345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

return

 

Zuerich

 

Berlin

 
letter
 

Signora

 

Saturday

 

plunged

 

belonging

 

buoyed

 
despair

forgiven

 
forgets
 
voices
 

assail

 
beautiful
 

reality

 

furrowed

 

possibility

 
practical
 
certainties

doubts

 
Gethsemane
 

braced

 

imperil

 
carissima
 

thousand

 

betray

 
infinitely
 

inflicted

 

silence


dearest

 

hideous

 

enemies

 

sufferings

 

questions

 

happening

 

strong

 

darling

 

making

 

ringing


walked

 

straight

 
running
 

compelled

 

delayed

 

letters

 

Listen

 
Gloria
 

Blessed

 

Easter