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breezes from the Gulf, light, zephyry clouds gathered, shut off the brazen sunlight and burst into a grateful shower, which descended upon the parched and deadened fields of corn. But Seth! Flung on his knees by the side of the bed in the corner of the hole in the ground, his face buried in his arms, he listened to the patter of those raindrops on the corn. His eyes were dry; but a spring had broken somewhere near the region of his heart. He owned himself defeated. He gave up the fight. CHAPTER XX. [Illustration] Cyclona had gone to Seth's dugout and found a note from him on the table. It contained few words, but they held a world of meaning. Simple words and few, tolling her knell of doom. "I have gone to Celia," it read. Cyclona crushed the paper, flung it to the floor and ran from the hole in the ground, afraid of she knew not what, engulfed in the awful fear which encompasses the hopeless,--the fear of herself. She sprang to her saddle and urged her broncho on with heel and whip, upright as an Indian in her saddle, her face set, expressionless in its marble-like immobility. She scarcely heeded the direction she took. She left that to her broncho, who sped into the heat of the dusty daylight, following hard in the footsteps of the wind. What she wished to do was to go straight to God, to stand before Him and ask him questions. If within us earthworms there is the Divine Spark of the Deity, if we are in truth His sons and daughters, she reasoned, then we have some rights that this Deity is bound to respect. What earthly father would knowingly permit his children to stumble blindly along dangerous pathways into dangerous places? What earthly father would demand that his children rush headlong into danger unquestioningly? What earthly father would create hearts only to crush them? Why had He thrust human beings onto this earth against their will, without their volition, to suffer the tortures of the damned? Why had He created this huge joke of an animal, part body, part soul, all nerves keen to catch at suffering, only to laugh at it? Why had He taken the pains to fashion this Opera Bouffe of a world at all? Why had He made of it a slate upon which to draw lines of human beings, then wipe them aimlessly off as would any child? For mere amusement after the manner of children? If not, then why? Why? Why? She could have screamed out this "Why" into the way of th
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