FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178  
179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   >>   >|  
reason for that backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they tell me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to her attractions.' Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of inquiry; but none of jealousy. 'Yes,' he said; 'and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was just that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not give me credit for.' The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone of pride. Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence. 'And now,' he went on, 'I may as well say a word in vindication of my conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office which brings me greater comforts than any I have enjoyed before, but this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness, folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try to continue near her, even as the husband of another woman.' He waited for her to speak: she did not. 'There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss Graye's love,' he went on. 'Yes, Edward Springrove,' she said quietly. 'I know it, I did once want to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it will soon be made up again, unless--' she spoke as if she had only half attended to Manston's last statement. 'He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,' said the steward. 'Pooh!' said she, 'you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's nothing to help us; he's now come home to break it off.' 'He must not break it off,' said Manston, firmly and calmly. His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said haughtily, 'Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been to see her _your_ wife, I can't do anything dishonourable to bring about such a result.' 'But it must be _made_ your affair,' he said in a hard, steady voice, looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her past. One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's countenance when, after having been sedulously engaged in establishing another's position, she suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was thus that Miss Aldclyffe looked at the steward. 'You--know--something--of me?' she faltered. 'I know all
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178  
179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Aldclyffe

 

steward

 

engaged

 

Cytherea

 

affair

 

Though

 

dishonourable

 

married

 
Manston
 
attracted

startled

 

calmly

 
firmly
 

Recovering

 

attended

 

statement

 

cousin

 
Peakhill
 

countenance

 
expressed

mixture

 
portray
 

things

 

written

 

peculiar

 

sedulously

 

looked

 

faltered

 

undermining

 

suspects


establishing
 

position

 
suddenly
 

difficult

 

haughtily

 

result

 

panorama

 

quarrel

 

steady

 

preserved


silence

 

spoken

 

credit

 

offending

 

actual

 

motive

 
vindication
 

conduct

 

village

 

indifference